I went to my boss's place on the weekend with some colleagues for a barbeque and a swim. Now they know I have pierced nipples. I'm not really sure how I feel about that.
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Sometimes facing the things you're scared of or the things you're trying to deal with is a good thing, because it's hard to imagine they'll go away by themselves and if you don't face them, they'll probably haunt you forever. On the other hand, you spend more time thinking about these things, more time dwelling on them, building up mountains of regret and self-hate because...
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snarky:
i miss you.
how are you?
xx
me
how are you?
xx
me
miss_cellophane:
You have to find a way to think about these issues, process the situations and move on. I do this with talking to my bestie or bloging. Or if tis just something too emotional, exhausting myself at the gym is another thing that works.
Although, I have been one of those people to find another "negative" as a way of dealing. Unhealthy eating habits, self harm, inappropriate aggressiveness towards those that really dont deserve any of it.
I hope you find a way where you can deal with things in a healthy and productive way.
Although, I have been one of those people to find another "negative" as a way of dealing. Unhealthy eating habits, self harm, inappropriate aggressiveness towards those that really dont deserve any of it.
I hope you find a way where you can deal with things in a healthy and productive way.
Going to work wears me down (I haven't done a single bit of work the last 2 days, there's been absolutely no point in me being there. I've been trying to pass the time reading random stuff on wikipedia). I feel like I'm going to split in half due to frustration or unhappiness or brokenness or whatever it is that's wrong with me. On the...
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miss_cellophane:
Is this about not having a productive or challenging job or something else? *huggs*
This cold I've had for the last week sucks arse, but I think I'm finally getting over it. It wasn't particularly bad, just one of those ones that make me sooky and miserable. I had lots of vitamin c and echinacea, and maybe that helped.
Home by myself tonight with only my housemate's dog as company, and feeling kinda anxious and scared at being alone,...
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Home by myself tonight with only my housemate's dog as company, and feeling kinda anxious and scared at being alone,...
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snarky:
happy new year
snarky:
ohhh yes, i hope that this year is a hell of a lot better than last year was. I need a good year already :[
what did you do to celebrate?
what did you do to celebrate?
Some mornings on the way to work I don't want the bus to stop. I want to keep riding around, past my stop, past the last stop, somehow just keep riding around. Back around to the beginning of the route, start the whole trip back through the city again. I don't want to get off and go to work. I want to keep leaning against...
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rubyfoo:
I really love watching/observing other people, their gestures, their walk, their eyes, how they relate to other people, little individual characteristics...
i think that everyone has issues, problems, chaos, challenges and difficulties.
but look at all the joy, the happiness and the wonder that we all get from the simplest of things....
i do agree with Faetree that when you are feeling a certain way, youoften project that feeling on to others.
i do, like if i'm depressed, i see so much sadness, and if i'm joyful, i see so much joy in everyone around me.
look after yourself, ok?
see you on friday night....
x
i think that everyone has issues, problems, chaos, challenges and difficulties.
but look at all the joy, the happiness and the wonder that we all get from the simplest of things....
i do agree with Faetree that when you are feeling a certain way, youoften project that feeling on to others.
i do, like if i'm depressed, i see so much sadness, and if i'm joyful, i see so much joy in everyone around me.
look after yourself, ok?
see you on friday night....
x
It feels like it's been a hard week. Seeing my best friend off at the airport on Saturday night was hard (as an aside, airports are such strange and affecting and depressing and poignant places late at night. I wanna write some more about that maybe later. I kinda wish I had have taken photos, even though airport photography has been done to death. At...
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snarky:
okay.. i lied.
things are back to being the regular shitty self.
haha
oh well, i am getting used to it.
im just thankful that i had a good couple of days to even everything out.
things are back to being the regular shitty self.
haha
oh well, i am getting used to it.
im just thankful that i had a good couple of days to even everything out.
snarky:
hahah you always know how to make me laugh. i love it!
ohhhh haha
thats all i can do right now, is laugh.
hahah is great.
i wish you could fedex a hug :[
damnit.
ohhhh haha
thats all i can do right now, is laugh.
hahah is great.
i wish you could fedex a hug :[
damnit.
Not much has been going on this last week, hence the lack of update. Well, that and apathy.
I've been changing my medication, weaning off what I'm currently on (avanza) with the intention of getting onto something that might actually work (maybe zoloft or aropax. At least I think that's what my psych said). Strangely, other than a couple of really bad days of utter...
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I've been changing my medication, weaning off what I'm currently on (avanza) with the intention of getting onto something that might actually work (maybe zoloft or aropax. At least I think that's what my psych said). Strangely, other than a couple of really bad days of utter...
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snarky:
i hope that your weekend goes good, hun.
snarky:
I hope that things are going well, dear. I havent heard from you in several days :[
Sorry, this is a shit mood blog, or perhaps just an honest one. I don't know.
I can't stop feeling sad. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay (on the few occasions I actually make the effort to pretend to the few people around me that I'm okay). I'm tired of waiting for my psych to wean me off my current meds and get me onto...
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I can't stop feeling sad. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay (on the few occasions I actually make the effort to pretend to the few people around me that I'm okay). I'm tired of waiting for my psych to wean me off my current meds and get me onto...
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emet:
Its been 48 hours.
My friend that lives here started vomiting aswell later...I think his was just nerve/alcohol/klonopin related
its been 48+ hours thoe since I was exposed *crosses fingers*
I just hate the feeling of impending doom. worse few days ever.
My friend that lives here started vomiting aswell later...I think his was just nerve/alcohol/klonopin related
its been 48+ hours thoe since I was exposed *crosses fingers*
I just hate the feeling of impending doom. worse few days ever.
snarky:
How are you doing, darling?
Anything new in your life?
Anything new in your life?
Yay, almost all moved in and *mostly* back on teh interweb (have to share a connection with my housemates for a week, then I'll geek everything up with broadband and permanent connection and multiport router and wireless and they'll be like, wow it's sooo cool to have a geek in the house, and I'll be like, yaa I know).
Also very tired and haven't eated...
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Also very tired and haven't eated...
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miss_cellophane:
can I has some potato salad? 
Ive had a roast in the oven for like 4 hours and its still raw. Fucking ovens broke and its 9:30. Fuck the need for food.
Thank god for geeks
Ive had a roast in the oven for like 4 hours and its still raw. Fucking ovens broke and its 9:30. Fuck the need for food.
Thank god for geeks
miss_cellophane:
awww, ta 
roasts are eaasy. you poke em with a skewer. Once there is no more blood coming out of the hole whne you press on it - then its cooked. Easy peasy
Chicken of course doesnt do that. just check it
lol @ stupid stupid monkey toucher!
roasts are eaasy. you poke em with a skewer. Once there is no more blood coming out of the hole whne you press on it - then its cooked. Easy peasy
Chicken of course doesnt do that. just check it lol @ stupid stupid monkey toucher!
Okay, I'm almost all done with the packing, the only thing left is my 'puter. I'm fairly sure there is an internet connection at my new place, but not certain, so I just wanted to say if I vanish for a little while, it's 'cause I've been cut off. It might be for as little as a day, or if all goes horribly wrong, as...
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miss_cellophane:
Awww! im sure you will get to know your local internet cafe.
Ta
Ta
rubyfoo:
*fingers and toes crossed for a happy and stress free move *
x
x
Alright, I finally kinda made it. Only one more day to go at my shitty job. Tomorrow we're all going out for a farewell yum cha lunch. I'm not really a fan of yum cha, but I don't actually mind going there 'cause it usually takes a couple of hours, which is a nice big chunk out of my last day. I hope they don't...
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faetree:
he likes swimming..not my fault
he likes swimming..not my fault
miss_cellophane:
actually, I wont have the bag....... I borrowed it from mah friend. I loveees it. So cutsi. Will keep mah shoes tho
Hows it going!??? with the move and work? You will be okay im sure....*huggs*
Hows it going!??? with the move and work? You will be okay im sure....*huggs*
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greekdevils:
you sound a lot like me, although I have to wear 'business casual' clothes to work. Have you or are you looking for some place different? Ah....in the end its the same I guess. THe best thing is to go in business for yourself. It requires a lot of hours, but your the boss!
BTW, I think you are refering to Kourabiethes
BTW, I think you are refering to Kourabiethes
miss_cellophane:
Yeah, Even when I have to dress business like - its kinda fun. Making myself look all proper and prettied Longer hair is easier for an armature cut i think. Any crappiness insn't as noticeable. I just did it to save a bit of cash . Your hair doesnt look too bad in your pics.
Longer hair is easier for an armature cut i think. Any crappiness insn't as noticeable. I just did it to save a bit of cash . Your hair doesnt look too bad in your pics.
Woooaaaaahhh!!
That is random. Other than your new piercings, how are you doing?
We never really get to talk anymore, I dont like it :[
Take Care
xx
and yes I am going to bed now
See you tomorrow *hugs*