I have a lot of work to do yet, I just have to stay focused and get it done. I am mostly moved into my new place. I still have cleaning to do at the old place, as well as moving a last load of stuff to the new place, and returning some furneture back from where it came. Then I can work on settling into my new place in earnest. I start looking for a job again tomorrow near the new place, so i need to update me resume tonight to go get it printed out before i go out looking. I am going to be doing some sociallizing and adventures on May Day. There is a block party in Riverwest, as well as a march downtown. I was hoping to have rachel come as well but she made other plans again. I will be stressed out this next week or two until I have my affairs in order. I am fighting a growing since of depression over my ability to take care of my own issues. That coupled with my more and more limited connection with me community or even friends for the most part keep weighting me down with dis-empowerment. I have been feeling better the last week as I had some focus, in the move. As it winds down I am feeling the mild pain/panic. I will be happier when i have specific direction in my life again. I need to stop feeling/being uninteresting in life.
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