They sent Ray home again. They've found LOADS of tiny tumours on his lungs. He's just waiting for biopsy results but we all know what it's most likely going to be. He's already said that he just wants to know how long he's got before he decides whether to put his body through the chemo. I don't want to give people the wrong impression about him, he's alot older than me and has been smoking around 30-40 a day for about 30 years, there's only so much of that shit your body can cope with. It'll just be the 3rd person in this particular group of friends to die in the last 18 months so I hope he decides it is worth having treatment, purely selfish I know but jesus, he's not even 50 yet
brigette:
Oh no. This is so terrible. I'm so sorry, Gaz. I hope that he makes the right decision for him and those he loves. In my thoughts and prayers, honey.
cptpyjama:
I suspect I have missed some of your blog while I've been away. That's really sad. I know you said he smoked like crazy, but it's so hard to give up things, even when you know they're totally destructive to yourself. I hope you're coping okay and I hope he does have the treatment.