Yeah. Life's an adventure.
I don't know what I'm doing.
On sunday I decided to start cutting my effexors in half.
Last night was a crying/talking/stupid fucking night and I couldn't keep my eyes open past about 10pm. just about.
I was spent emotionally and full of mexican food.
this meant that I was up at 4:45.
I just came back from the gym. what a shitty workout. I got there, got on a bike, realized I was dizzy (damn pills), and got off after about 5 minutes of weak-assed biking.
then i went to the chest section, did three weak-assed sets of decline benching,
three even weaker-assed sets of incline benching, and left.
I'm home now. Dizzy.
I take my half-pill on my drive to work. If I want to be okay while I withdraw from this medicine (and it withdraws from me) I think I need to keep a strict half-pill schedule. In a week, maybe two, I'll half the halves.
As for leaving Miami, yeah. It's not gonna happen. I know logic would have me make the move instantly, but this isn't about logic. it's about emotion. My life is, right now, anyway.
dammit.
and those of you who are asking where it is, I would have said so if I had wanted to. The last thing I need is a discussion about how great or shitty said city is. That's not what's important here. I'd probably like it there. That's important.
making me smile=
I don't know what I'm doing.
On sunday I decided to start cutting my effexors in half.
Last night was a crying/talking/stupid fucking night and I couldn't keep my eyes open past about 10pm. just about.
I was spent emotionally and full of mexican food.
this meant that I was up at 4:45.
I just came back from the gym. what a shitty workout. I got there, got on a bike, realized I was dizzy (damn pills), and got off after about 5 minutes of weak-assed biking.
then i went to the chest section, did three weak-assed sets of decline benching,
three even weaker-assed sets of incline benching, and left.
I'm home now. Dizzy.
I take my half-pill on my drive to work. If I want to be okay while I withdraw from this medicine (and it withdraws from me) I think I need to keep a strict half-pill schedule. In a week, maybe two, I'll half the halves.
As for leaving Miami, yeah. It's not gonna happen. I know logic would have me make the move instantly, but this isn't about logic. it's about emotion. My life is, right now, anyway.
dammit.
and those of you who are asking where it is, I would have said so if I had wanted to. The last thing I need is a discussion about how great or shitty said city is. That's not what's important here. I'd probably like it there. That's important.
making me smile=
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