SO yeah.
We're staying here for another month. I'm okay with that. ANother month of cheaper rent. fuck it. More time to save up.
I don't know. I don't care.
I had another sex-freak out thing today.
not where i had sex and freaked out ,but where i freaked out about sex.
I'm not interested in explaining it.
but i guess we have another month to fight it out and iron shit out in this apartment. and for that i'm grateful.
I didn't go to the gym today. I guess I still have the opportunity and it'd be the best thing for me-- but I don't know.
I don't feel like doing much. But I also know that giving into the impulse to wallow is a shitty/stupid thing to do.
At least I could buy smokes on my way back from the gym, RIGHT?
Brad Renfro and Heath Ledger are both dead.
Work was good today. I did a lot and since the main boss was absent I was able to listen to a couple of episodes of NPR's Fresh Air on my ipod.
Hillary leaves to Louisville, one of my favorite towns ever, for work on Thursday.
I got nothing else.
We're staying here for another month. I'm okay with that. ANother month of cheaper rent. fuck it. More time to save up.
I don't know. I don't care.
I had another sex-freak out thing today.
not where i had sex and freaked out ,but where i freaked out about sex.
I'm not interested in explaining it.
but i guess we have another month to fight it out and iron shit out in this apartment. and for that i'm grateful.
I didn't go to the gym today. I guess I still have the opportunity and it'd be the best thing for me-- but I don't know.
I don't feel like doing much. But I also know that giving into the impulse to wallow is a shitty/stupid thing to do.
At least I could buy smokes on my way back from the gym, RIGHT?
Brad Renfro and Heath Ledger are both dead.
Work was good today. I did a lot and since the main boss was absent I was able to listen to a couple of episodes of NPR's Fresh Air on my ipod.
Hillary leaves to Louisville, one of my favorite towns ever, for work on Thursday.
I got nothing else.
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don't freak out, just relax and let it be..........it will all happen how it's suppose to.
freaking out about sex is no bueno, i hope you figured out what it is that's bothering you and get a clear picture of what it will take to fix it sometimes that's not the easiest thing to do.