gavinmad

well I got written out of the schedule while I was on vacation so I'm now unemployed.

if champaign was a living person I'd totally chop its fucking head off with a hatchet.

well hot damn, what a week.

went and stayed with a friend for a couple days, then went to a party in Orland Park outside of chicago. Felt so good to get away from champaign that I feel like a new person.

Of course, now I'm back so we'll see how long it takes to get all whiney again.

managed to stop being emo long enough to go see transformers and harry potter with a friend yesterday.

Went into both movies with very low expectations, and consequently was floored by how Michael Bay managed to not screw up transformers. I was too busy fantasizing about putting it in Tonks to really pay attention to the Harry Potter movie though. Good lord I think I...
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Christ, I lose track of time so bad that I didnt even realize its been over a month since I posted here. I suck.

Anyway, I started my Strattera prescription, which is 170 fucking dollars. Of course, since I'm on a half dose for this month, next month its about 330 bucks, and stays that price every month. My goddamn car payment is 250, if...
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My life is a gigantic mess, and I am the architect of that mess.

Every day the siren's call of alcoholism gets stronger.

I'm good at melodrama.

i drink too much. im loaded now, but at least it was on good beer. I've never been drunk off beer before, but in the last week, I've gotten drunk off it twice. First was some Leinies at texas roadhouse, now some sam adams here at home.

They say people with ADHD are at high risk for substance abuse but I don't care.

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