the void is dark and filled with nothingness,... my light in dark times is no longer mine and now carries a new name that fails to suit her,... i am left empty, nothing remains save for the malice that has begun to form from a small puddle, into an endless sea that will break damn walls and swallow the town she resides in till it chokes and drowns in its own water logged lung muck,... thirteen years will pass before i can ever have contact with her again and the lil girl i have loved for five years will have become a woman strange and unfimilliar.