garnet

Monday happened. That morning I awoke from the most prescient nightmare I've had in a LONG time. I tried to think of a reason for it, a TV program or something I'd seen, or if I was too cold in my sleep, which is when I usually have nightmares. None of it. I dozed back off and had another nightmare, same kind of theme but a million times worse. Apocalyptic almost. I've never had dreams anything like this. I finally decided I couldn't go to sleep, and while lying there pondering the meaning of it all (Wicca implications and everything), I realized I had no dreamcatcher above my bed. This may not seem much, but I used to have one for about 10 years and I never had a nightmare under it, only when I slept elsewhere. Thought I'd make one; I've done it before. Still pondering I got out of my sleep clothes and decided that whether or not I needed to shower I needed to cleanse - I needed to get that out of my system; I thought a shower would do the trick. And like that, when I stepped into the bathroom, ready to turn on the water, it started to pour. I stuck my head out the curtains to make sure I wasn't imagining it; it was super-light overcast, not stormy or any wind, but pouring nonetheless. "weird.." I thought, but went on to my shower. When I got out I noticed I couldn't hear the rain anymore. I looked out and it had stopped. "this has got to be a sign or something", I was thinking, thoughts were racing through my head about what I had been reading and thinking about as I got dressed. When I had dressed I came out to finally really look out and within a few seconds the sun came out, I stayed to soak up the warmth for about 10 minutes before it went overcast again. It was just overcast the rest of the day.

I've been recently re-introducing myself with Wicca, and something's going on here. A door is opening and I don't know what's inside...