gardenstate

well im getting started on my chest piece today, pretty excited...just kinda bummed bc i just came from the doctor and he told me i may need surgery on my back. no fun. but hey if it makes me better i am all for it.

so its monday again..not much going on in my neck of the woods. i am feeling as if this injury is starting to really take its toll on me mentally. im feeling like i am losing all motivation to get out of bed and be productive. its been rough, but i am trying to stay positive and look at the brighter side of things. someone...
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valentines day is here, well pretty much come and gone. im almost convinced that this holiday, if thats what you want to call it was invented by candy and flower companies...what about the other 364 days out of the year? why cant everyday be valentines day? whats wrong with getting the one you care about flowers or candy or both and spending time with them...
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karma
[kahr-muh]
noun
1. Hinduism, Buddhism . action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation: in hinduism one of the means of reaching Brahman.

2. Theosophy . the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation.

3. fate; destiny....
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havin kind of an off day...felling a bit down. so i will post what song describes my day:

My heart thump not from being nervous
Sometimes I'm thinking God made me special here on purpose
So all the while 'til I'm gone make my words important so
If I slip away, if I die today the last thing you remember won't
Be about some apple...
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so many doctors appointments so little time. i feel like thats what my days are consumed with. they say my pelvis is healed, i wish it felt that way. for some reason i feel like it has gotten no better with the only plus being that i can walk on my own now(even though i limp like its some kind of new dance move). i...
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so its afternoon and i just woke up. i feel like such a bum some days. its been 4 months since i broke my pelvis and still cant walk without a cane.(atleast i ditched the walker, althugh a hoverround woud have been dope) nothing to excting on tap for today except for and intense physical therapy session. maybe i will go get a massage too....
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