gardenstate

well i figure i will blog it up today...short and sweet i suppose. the past few days have been total shit. lol. cant remember when i have had such bad luck or whatever u want to call it. well my bank account was fucked AGAIN. u figure i would learn from the first time and switch banks. but i didnt. i def learned from this....
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well i had my second opinion with the spine doctor...was there for what seemed like forever. we went over all of my xrays, cat scans, and mri films. he ended up finding 2 fractures higher up in my spine. great! he is sending me for more updated xrays and another mri. i am so over the pain and not being able to do anything. its...
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ran into a few of my old raver friends..made me look up all my favorite cd's and dj's. this is one of them:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_5LmurGyfA&feature=related

hope everyone is doing well...i miss u guys

well i think its time for me to figure out just what i am going to do with my life. so this means not being around the site(chat) at all...hopefully it will come to my quick just what i am to do with myself. but anyway, its been real. you guys are awesome...much love. peace to the gods

I need a life

well its mothers day..def the toughest day for me. 2 years ago i lost my mother to cancer. my mom was and still is my hero. she was the sweetest, most thoughful person i have ever known. so selfless in all of her actions she was loved by so many people. my mom taught special need children for 35 years and besides my father brother...
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well finally i found out how i ended up with a black eye....i was out with some of my friends from where i used to live and we hit up a bar that we used to go to. only this time the bar was different, no one that we really knew and when we walked in just seemed strange. so we ordered a few beers...
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Well my road trip to myrtle beach is underway. An hour in and traffic is at a stand still. Luckily my brother is one of the funniest people I know. The stories he is telling me has me laughing so hard people in traffic must think I am stoned out of my mind. As I write this there is a kid in a BMW looking...
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