garbageman

So apparently my goal of getting the fuck out of here is not entirely unreasonable. I am moving to Brooklyn for about 6 months, and then going out to SoCal in Feb. I have a plan, now all I need is a job.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I'm dull.

So I have had nothing to say for the longest time, and I'm just trying to stay occupied. As hard as I try, I just can't seem to focus on what's in front of me. I guess I have developed a one track mind. Rhode Island is no longer where it's at for me. I really need to e\get out of here, and I think...
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The cold is all I have been thinking about lately. I think it's about 20 degrees, which is the warmest it's been in a while... I'm enjoying winter, but looking forward to Spring, and all of the things that come with it. For now, though, cold weather will do. The threat of my eyeballs freezing while biking home is kinda funny, if you think about...
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Soooo ... I hear that New England is cold this time of year. Shit - I almost didn't notice, except for the fact that I have almost no heat, and I live in a drafty old house. I might as well not use the heat, because all it's doing it breaking the fucking bank.

...Next winter will be spent somewhere warmer. West Coast here I...
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I hate the holidays. It's not even that I'm a Scrooge, but I am not the type of person to jump up and down and pretend to be excited for .. well for anything. I am going to (unsuccessfully) avoid Xmas, and I haven't come to a decision on New Year's yet.

Maybe I'll go to NYC with all the rest of the fucking buffoons....
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I just had the longest weekend ever. I don't drink, but everyone else apparently does. We went from Providence to NJ to Atlantic City to NYC. SOOO much drinking, and I, of course, wind up being the referee. Nothing better than making an ass of yourself, and loving every minute of it. Everybody else is an asshole anyways.

I'm still trying to figure out where...
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So working as a bike messemger is one of the best jobs I have ever had. I spend my days outside riding a bike, and I stay fit, which is great. The problem is that I can either continue to live off of fewer and fewer hours, or move on to something new, neither of which are really an option. In the spirit of chang,...
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I spend too much time concentrating on what should have been, or maybe was over there, but never what is right in front of me. Spring cleaning happens mid Fall for me every year. Everything I don't need goes out the window.
It's time to cut the shit, and move on with my fucking life, as opposed to bitching and moaning about how things are...
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I am in the mountains of Tennessee. This place is beautiful, the people are surprisingly friendly. I would never want to live here.


One more time .. Fuck this place, I'm going home. The grass is brown. End of argument. I'm going to have fun anyways.

I'm tired of being bummed out. Time to enjoy things for what they are. I leave town in about a week until almost September. Fuck this town, I'm going home.

"You are locked into your suffering and your pleasures are the key"