oh poop.
a brillilant idea has just reached the grinding point just prior to completion. there is nothing in front of my eyes, nothing under my butt save the execution of this little scheme.
if you love me, please o please nail me with some juicy encouragement
IN OTHER NEWS
1 I did a good deed earlier.
2 The wedding I cancelled was to be today - the 28th.
- trying to determine what the fuck that's supposed to mean is a massive brainrape
- my mother and her sister are in town because they'd already bought plane tickets - luckily they're viciously cool women
- will be going to Hollywood Bowl for evening of Copland and Tchaikovsky tonight in observance of what was not to be.
- will go to ex's house in the morning to give her flowers; hope the gesture is received in favorable and generous light.
- it is a thing to mourn. I am.
3 I am invigorated by change. Also battered. The evidence of courage in the past propels me.
4 I am designing a fancy toilet seat cover for a charity auction.
5 I have mastered the first sixteen bars of Bach's Bouree in E Minor. They're the easy ones, but still.
Shouts if you're up are welcome.

a brillilant idea has just reached the grinding point just prior to completion. there is nothing in front of my eyes, nothing under my butt save the execution of this little scheme.
if you love me, please o please nail me with some juicy encouragement
IN OTHER NEWS
1 I did a good deed earlier.
2 The wedding I cancelled was to be today - the 28th.
- trying to determine what the fuck that's supposed to mean is a massive brainrape
- my mother and her sister are in town because they'd already bought plane tickets - luckily they're viciously cool women
- will be going to Hollywood Bowl for evening of Copland and Tchaikovsky tonight in observance of what was not to be.
- will go to ex's house in the morning to give her flowers; hope the gesture is received in favorable and generous light.
- it is a thing to mourn. I am.
3 I am invigorated by change. Also battered. The evidence of courage in the past propels me.
4 I am designing a fancy toilet seat cover for a charity auction.
5 I have mastered the first sixteen bars of Bach's Bouree in E Minor. They're the easy ones, but still.
Shouts if you're up are welcome.

fukidunno:
change as the only constant is something I always have to remind myself. I stopped making plans awhile ago. life doesn't go by plans, who am I to think it'll listen to little ol me? if it was meant to be it will and will be even sweeter. Change goes for courage too. Your comment about reminding yourself about being courageous in the past helped me in the today. thanks.