ganzhimself

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Well, finals week is upon us... I have three big finals to worry about this semester. I'll be moving on Friday to our new place, which is so much better than the tiny place we have now. Construction of the pirate bar will probably begin in July, with a (wishful thinking) completion date somewhere around the 15th or so... It's going to be a great...
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So... Saturday evening I got a Prince Albert piercing... Crazy, huh? There's a pic of it in my albums...

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Im here painted in crimson from head to toe
Slowly, painfully drowning my sorrow
Because I can only answer you with a no
Theres no possible way you could ever know
Youll never know... Youll never ever know

Now bury me six feet in the ground
In a place where I can be alone
Leave me in a box that will never be found...
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Wow... I just woke up, and I can only say... I'm going back to bed.

Another Clich Poem

I lie here alone in my cold bed
Through countless sleepless nights
Pretending to sleep
Intending to get you out of my head
Cant cut you out, because you hold the blade
Now I know that perfect beauty queens
And happy endings only exist in storybooks
Im not the hero you wished me to be
But then again, this is not the...
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Well, looks like I'm single again.

Breathe?

Its difficult for me to even move
While gasping for a breath of fresh air
Because I can hardly breathe
With the weight of my decisions
Crushing down on my pathetic life
I keep thinking about me, and the ending
I keep hoping will soon come
Ever so silently and swiftly, cuz Id give in
There are no splints for broken dreams
There are...
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Live Everyday (Like youre already dead)

These scars are worthless reminders of the past
Memories etched out of tender flesh
If only I could replace these painful memories
And rid myself of this infectious disease
Because now I know a thing or two about dying
Its not so bad when youve lost everything
To feel the maggots crawl through
The empty cavity in my chest...
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Here it is... My new tattoo. What do you think?

http://students.uwsp.edu/bganz921/pics/AFITattoo.jpg

Getting my next tattoo in half an hour!!!