Monday Sep 24, 2007

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I'm scared. It feel like no matter what choices I make, they're the wrong ones.

I'm just tired of being wrong all the time. This is why I want to drink, to forget.

And here I'd been feeling a bit better because my family had been here and surrounded me and supported me. I even spent an awesome day with my dad.

Yet, here I am, sitting in bed crying because I feel paralyzed by making decisions.
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joscelyne:
^ That sounds unpleasant. shocked

At least you don't let a coin make your decisions. (I don't either, but ...we could.)
rosehips:
I've felt like that many times in my life. It can get really hard. But I think the worst thing you can do is let fear keep you from making decisions. You just have to learn to accept that some decisions will be wrong and move on when something is a mistake.

I'm probably the last person who should give anyone advice. I've made a lot of bad choices. Still, it's been worse when I've failed to act than when I was proactive. I think you have to at least try to control your own destiny.

Good luck.

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