I have a date Sunday.
He's a customer. He's latin (mexican I think?). I had an extra ticket for "Richard III" so I asked him if he wanted to go. He said sure. But now that I've had an extensive phone conversation with him, he seems sorta, well, stupid.
And I don't know if I'm ready. I almost started to cry when I realized what I had done. It's not RS. I miss him. I miss him terribly. It's taking every fiber in my being to not e-mail him and plead my case. I just wish I could make him see that I do love him and I want to do my best for him.
Buuuuut at the same time, it's taking every fiber in my being to not just admit defeat and call another certain boy. Buuuut I'm being stubborn about that because I didn't really get what I wanted.
Hurumph. Can't a smart, young, intelligent guy just come over and cuddle with me?
He's a customer. He's latin (mexican I think?). I had an extra ticket for "Richard III" so I asked him if he wanted to go. He said sure. But now that I've had an extensive phone conversation with him, he seems sorta, well, stupid.
And I don't know if I'm ready. I almost started to cry when I realized what I had done. It's not RS. I miss him. I miss him terribly. It's taking every fiber in my being to not e-mail him and plead my case. I just wish I could make him see that I do love him and I want to do my best for him.
Buuuuut at the same time, it's taking every fiber in my being to not just admit defeat and call another certain boy. Buuuut I'm being stubborn about that because I didn't really get what I wanted.
Hurumph. Can't a smart, young, intelligent guy just come over and cuddle with me?
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ivarr:
I try not to get into other people's dating affairs, so if I were there I would just give you a big hug. Sometimes that works best.
redvillain:
how'd your date go?