gangstaswan

Hold everything. I think I figured out my problem.

I need a man with a beard. That's why RS and I weren't working. I'd been subtly trying to get him to grow one, but alas he kept saying no and I couldn't force him.

It all became so clear tonight when I almost pushed the bartender down to the floor so I could fuck him. He's got a beard. All night I wanted to touch the beard.

Hurumph. Maybe I just want something super, ber manly. *sigh*

Or maybe, I just want to be "thrown around" during sex.

This bothers me.