gangstaswan

I want RS to go but don't know if his work will let him have the time off. I also don't know if I can afford it. Grrr. Where is everyone staying? I don't want to stay alone again.

And gas. And to clean the car.

This is difficult to do when my male roommate leaves his stuff all over the living room. I ignore it but seriously, how rude is he! I'm happy he's moving out.

I hate waiting on tables. I'm so tired of it and yet I'm so afraid of not having money. The newspaper is hesitating on giving me more hours so I can't quit the restaurant without having a second job and I just don't want to do this minimum wage bullshit any more.

So male roommate wants to move out the second he graduates (end of May). Japanese roommate will move to NY in June some time. Problem is our lease ends May 1. I don't feel like paying extra for month to month just to be convenient for them. Ideally, they each find someone to replace them, we sign a new lease and I get to stay (although I'm tired of living with people I'm not really friends with). But male roommate has told me he's not going to look, which is super dickish on his part. Japanese roommate is awesome and wants to help however she can, but it'll be difficult. So maybe I should just move out when my lease is up. I could move in with RS but maybe that's too soon. I could find someone and move to Long Beach/Signal Hill and be closer to the newspaper job (which hopefully I'd be doing full-time by that point).
Housing is just too damn stressful for me. I just want to power down and sleep until it all resolves itself.