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I thought the first third of it or so was one of the most fascinating things I'd ever read. I had to really struggle to actually finish the damn thing though.

I'll be honest, I'm not much for those types of books (I prefer novels), but I was impressed. What did you think?

(Also, I forgot to add The Kite Runner to my list.)

I shall look into it. I mean, I prefer novels, but I like those types of books too. They make me feel informed.

Or something.

I don't know that song [what? I'm getting old] I've always preferred Morphone's In Spite of Me in these situations. feel better.

Thank you the brunch was very good. We had a good time. It was really great to meet you.

you're a troubled soul.

the guy that was orienting me to the phones was talking about his strange taste in music, and we were both talking about not fitting in. then i told him about all the great people we met in california... he was sayin that he has a hard time making friends and it was cool that we could meet so many people we get along with. and that when i said "well hey i can tell you since you probably wont think its too weird how i met the people" he said no not weird at all... very cool...

It sounds like work is going well for you, yay! Isn't it the best when you know you are doing an awesome job?

Is Muriel back?

Elliot and JD's relationship was never really functional...

Well, down must be progress from super depressed. Congratulations on making this station of the cross (the one wheere your eyes can only see 'perfect' couples). Lean on your friends for now.

Oh, girl. (Hug)
Im not gonna pretend to understand the female mind. I cant tell you any solutions to this problem, but I can listen and I can tell you alot of people care for you on here. Keep your head up and this will pass in time.

You are more valuable then you may think. When you decide to give guys a chance again, I think you will come to figure out after some duds that there is another meant for you.

Hope that helped in some way.

I figured you might be able to appreciate the 'Daily news' format more than anybody, and Stupid Girl Dumb-Face really is an awesome member of my news team.

Me, I've never even been in love. It makes me feel cheap for listening to romantic songs about past romances, because it really doesn't apply to me.
Girls are just as bad about not giving closure. And for christ sake, why not let me buy you dinner!? Grrr.

*Hug* When you're re-incarnated, come back as a whiptale lizard, they don't need smelly boys.
Me? I'll probably come back as a lesbian manta ray.

^ That sounds unpleasant.

At least you don't let a coin make your decisions. (I don't either, but ...we could.)

I've felt like that many times in my life. It can get really hard. But I think the worst thing you can do is let fear keep you from making decisions. You just have to learn to accept that some decisions will be wrong and move on when something is a mistake.

I'm probably the last person who should give anyone advice. I've made a lot of bad choices. Still, it's been worse when I've failed to act than when I was proactive. I think you have to at least try to control your own destiny.

Good luck.

I know the feeling well, but you're far too young (and frankly, pretty) for that thought. Walk away from this one. Don't try to find some one new just yet. Look again when you're ready.

I'm sorry it hurts so much. But ^ they're right, it'll make you stronger. You're probably going to be tired of everyone telling you things you already know and/or don't wanna hear (if you aren't tired already), but we're here for you.

Sort of like how it seems that no one notices when I update? Yeah, good times.

ridiculuous. is there anyway the paper itself can generate more income?

Yes! You should come visit!

I think my reset button is missing. I haven't been able to find it for a long time. I hate that one person can fuck up someone else's self esteem so badly. I must reclaim my happiness

The card sounds like a good thing to do. I like the new pic as well.

Hey i would be more than happy to send you the pictures, but Nementh is on my computer and that's where they are. So as soon as I can pry it out of his hands they will be in your in-box!


And I think we should have an overall BBQ!