Another day at my semi kinda tortures job.
Boyfriend still hasn't remembered my birthday
and I'm getting shit on from the world around
me. Constantly asking why I'm still with him.
I've asked myself on more than one occassion
the same question and it's a long, kinda repeatative
answer which shortly summed it is.
He's a really nice guy who doesn't treat me like
crap. he my not remember my birthday day, may not
feel that lustful feeling in his loins for me. But he's not
a total shit.
He's basically a friend I've spent the last five years
with exclusively who occasionally fools around with me
and is constantly trying to re affirm his feeling for me
with thoes three words that are usually stated while
in relations.
I've actually grown quite tired of the words.
and I'd much rather he back it up with caring kisses
and hugs and the odd or occasional fuck as well.
You ever kiss someone and not feel it in your own loins...
like that little feverish feeling you get is dying or dead?
I get the fever when he touches my skin... but not when
he kisses or hugs me.
Maybe it's me... I dunno.
"if you wanna know if he loves you so it's in his kiss... that's where it is... oh yah"
All I really want is a man to hug and kiss.
and who'll hug and kiss me back... (sigh)
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Boyfriend still hasn't remembered my birthday
and I'm getting shit on from the world around
me. Constantly asking why I'm still with him.
I've asked myself on more than one occassion
the same question and it's a long, kinda repeatative
answer which shortly summed it is.
He's a really nice guy who doesn't treat me like
crap. he my not remember my birthday day, may not
feel that lustful feeling in his loins for me. But he's not
a total shit.
He's basically a friend I've spent the last five years
with exclusively who occasionally fools around with me
and is constantly trying to re affirm his feeling for me
with thoes three words that are usually stated while
in relations.
I've actually grown quite tired of the words.
and I'd much rather he back it up with caring kisses
and hugs and the odd or occasional fuck as well.
You ever kiss someone and not feel it in your own loins...
like that little feverish feeling you get is dying or dead?
I get the fever when he touches my skin... but not when
he kisses or hugs me.
Maybe it's me... I dunno.
"if you wanna know if he loves you so it's in his kiss... that's where it is... oh yah"
All I really want is a man to hug and kiss.
and who'll hug and kiss me back... (sigh)
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slannyfaced:
you may or may not want my two cents, but what it sounds like to me is that you just need to push him to the ground and fuck him how you wanna be fucked....forget about him, like he does to you, and get that fever running hot again.....if he's gonna forget your birthdays and shit atleast you should be getting some good sex outta the deal.....but what do I know....