So I have decided to concentrate on myself for a change. Fuck those so-called "friends" who can't understand that. I have been pushing my schoolwork, my health, and my sanity to the back burner again and if I don't step in a stop now the vicious cycle is going to keep repeating itself...I can see that for the first time in my life. Does this...
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Holding onto you
Hating you and loving you all at once
Wanting to reconcile my feelings
I can't.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate you, I love you.
Hating you and loving you all at once
Wanting to reconcile my feelings
I can't.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate you, I love you.
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jennynicole:
We need to catch up some time dear. Finals week is drawing near and I'm sure you're busy as am I. I miss chattin though. Hope you're doing well. Ttyl.
faeriecatofdoom:
sorry I never put up an entry talking about the court date... my boyfriend's ex is trying to keep his son from him. one day he was supposed to see him but she denied him. her mother decided that he should see him so she met him in a parking lot and he took him for the time that he was supposed to see him that day (he had a court custody order) and then brought him back to her in the same place later on that day when he was supposed to according to the order. his ex found out and went and filed kidnapping charges on him and tried to file to take away his custody. she doesn't know court proceedings very well and filed in two different courts. One court she filed in family and probate and the other criminal. The family and probate issue was resolved last january and she was found guilty of violating his court order and was fined $250 that she was supposed to pay his lawyer (she still hasn't paid and it was due by 2/9/06). we thought that the kidnapping claim was resolved because they dismissed it in the springfield court (family and probate) but we didn't know that the paperwork didn't reach the westfield court (criminal) and we got the paperwork for that a month ago and he was told that he had to appear on the 24th. It was a hearing to see if the claim was to be continued to charges and for there to be a trial... we got there monday morning and she never showed up so the charges were dismissed.
sorry this got so long and unfortunately that was the short version
sorry this got so long and unfortunately that was the short version
Ignorance is so unsexy...
I have decided that the next person I get involved with has to be able to carry on an intellectual conversation...it's just that simple. The way to sweep me off my feet is through witty, fun, interesting talk about a broad range of topics..not talking to me about the latest sale at Tractor Supply Company.
Did that sound bitchy?
I have decided that the next person I get involved with has to be able to carry on an intellectual conversation...it's just that simple. The way to sweep me off my feet is through witty, fun, interesting talk about a broad range of topics..not talking to me about the latest sale at Tractor Supply Company.
Did that sound bitchy?
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jennynicole:
I totally agree with everything said above^. It's perfectly fine to be a bitch sometimes, I quite enjoy it. I'm also quite proud of my bitchiness.
Andddd.. V for Vendetta needs to be moved to the top of your "movies to see" list. It's intellectually stimulating, kinda like 1984, completely wonderful. I absolutely LOVE it!!
Andddd.. V for Vendetta needs to be moved to the top of your "movies to see" list. It's intellectually stimulating, kinda like 1984, completely wonderful. I absolutely LOVE it!!
faeriecatofdoom:
Things got a bit better... work on saturday went by fairly quickly.... the show on saturday night was fun... after they fixed the sound and we could actually hear what dane cook was saying ..
Oh there are so many things I want, need, to say...
I need some excitement, to be swept off my feet by
someone who knows how to treat a lady. I need some
intelligent conversation. I need rest and relaxation. I
need to stop dreaming...
I need some excitement, to be swept off my feet by
someone who knows how to treat a lady. I need some
intelligent conversation. I need rest and relaxation. I
need to stop dreaming...
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telepathboy:
Typos happen! Don't worry about it!
faeriecatofdoom:
figured I would say hi... wanted to know if it would be ok to add you to my friends list... I actually live not that far from you... I live in East LongMeadow 
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jennynicole:
Hey hun.. thanks for the comment. Honestly we need to talk more often and maybe meet up this summer. I've always wanted to visit Boston.
zode:
Fornication??? Expressions of Love.
I just got done having lunch with the lovely Zode
It's nice to finally meet SG friends in person and more of us need to get together
It's nice to finally meet SG friends in person and more of us need to get together
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strangespherical:
Im up for meeting you.
Now that I have all my ducks in a row, back at work and things are good, lets meet up sometime and have a few hundred drinks or so.
Bonfire and terrakotta also!
Now that I have all my ducks in a row, back at work and things are good, lets meet up sometime and have a few hundred drinks or so.
Bonfire and terrakotta also!
jennynicole:
lol, Sorry I was showing my boob off in your journal. Hey at least now its only cleavage. hehe.
And yea... guess someone upset me again. I wonder who.. definitely NOT someone who is constantly criticizing me. lol, I'm sending you a message..
Hope your weekend is going well!
And yea... guess someone upset me again. I wonder who.. definitely NOT someone who is constantly criticizing me. lol, I'm sending you a message..
Hope your weekend is going well!
Another Tale From Gamma's Sucky Friends Saga
So I bring one of my friends along with me yesterday to the Springfield Grand Band Slam because my cousin's boyfriend's band was playing (they are really excellent by the way ... Stare Down The Sun). We get there and the place wasn't packed at all which is refreshing since the Hippodrome is always packed! We see...
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So I bring one of my friends along with me yesterday to the Springfield Grand Band Slam because my cousin's boyfriend's band was playing (they are really excellent by the way ... Stare Down The Sun). We get there and the place wasn't packed at all which is refreshing since the Hippodrome is always packed! We see...
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zode:
You dont have to hurry just get there when you can Im sure you can get there by 3:30.
If not we can have a drink and eat at 4...
Is the Munich Haus OK???
Ill email you my number tomorrow
If not we can have a drink and eat at 4...
Is the Munich Haus OK???
Ill email you my number tomorrow
cdt21:
I hope he contributed gas money.
Pics of ear piercings are always nice, hint
Pics of ear piercings are always nice, hint
I'm feeling lonely right now...not sure what I want to do. I feel isolated yet if I wasn't isolated I'm not sure what I would do or where I would go. Having a hard time meeting people that I have anything in common with...it's like there must be something wrong with me. I attract the losers I tell ya...I must have a big target on...
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zode:
Everything OK Kiddo???
jennynicole:
I'm here for ya, sorry if I've been vacant for a while.. had some last minute spring break plans. I'd have to agree with ^caradura^ that you're a very good person and that lonliness is something we all go through. You've listened to my whiney journal posts before, you know I've felt lonely quite often. I know how horrible it feels and I wish I knew how to make it go away for other people. I don't know how to fix it, but I'm here if you ever want to talk.
*hugs*
*hugs*
Well I survived the trip to NYC to see the live taping of the Emeril Lagasse show on Food Network. The air date for that show is May 13 so I can't wait to see how goofy the 3 of us look on tv. We actually got to try some of his food, too! We were sitting in the front row (not where all the...
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zode:
Seems your tastes might be a little less exotic than mine any favorites you want to check out???
jennynicole:
I took some pics of my hair n such the other day after I got it trimmed and straightened. And no, I don't think my SG friends are chopped liver.. you all just live so far away. 
It's getting so hard to go on with him anymore...I feel like I'm back with my ex again. And not to mention I'm feeling trapped, which I hate! I know he won't change so why do I even bother? Wish I could get a relationship right for a change
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jennynicole:
<<I love your fantasy. Then again I'm so fried from school lately I don't know if I could carry on an intelligent conversation or not. I have spring break after tomorrow for one week. I can't wait. Too bad I have a 6-8pg. paper, huge project and 2 short responses due tomorrow. I know I'm a moron for procrastinating.. but honestly how is one supposed to balance a relationship, work, school, classwork and depression? I wish professors would understand I've got a life outside of school. ANyways.. yea, we should definitely chat on AIM sometime.. I'll talk to ya later hun.
caradura:
Are you ok? I haven't hear for you in a while. I'm still here.
love n miss ya!
Jenny