I'm so frustrated with life right now, I don't know if I should quit my job, scream out loud, or just go to bed.
I think a huge part of my problem is that I always think about other people before myself. I'm sure that's a good quality to have, but it isn't really helping my mind. I wish choices were easier to make. Sometimes...
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I think a huge part of my problem is that I always think about other people before myself. I'm sure that's a good quality to have, but it isn't really helping my mind. I wish choices were easier to make. Sometimes...
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I bought a Jeep on Sunday. This is probably the single most exciting car purchase I've ever made! How come no one told me it's just plain AWESOME to own an SUV (aside from gas mileage)??!!
Hooray for Jeeps, and all people who own Jeeps are automatically awesome
bonfirecollapse:
Right on.....now we're in the same awesome club.
Mood: Pissed Off
I hate my job!!!!!!!!
I hate my job!!!!!!!!
faeriecatofdoom:
what happened?
*hugs*
want to come with me to the bead store tomorrow? its soothing
*hugs*
want to come with me to the bead store tomorrow? its soothing
Bah-Humbug
I'm glad that Christmas is over. Not because I'm a Scrooge or anything, but I've realized that the level of idiocy increases during the holiday season. No one seems to know where their going, and if they do they seem completely oblivious to the fact that the mall is not open for them alone.
Let's hope 2008 is full of wonder and excitement (and...
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I'm glad that Christmas is over. Not because I'm a Scrooge or anything, but I've realized that the level of idiocy increases during the holiday season. No one seems to know where their going, and if they do they seem completely oblivious to the fact that the mall is not open for them alone.
Let's hope 2008 is full of wonder and excitement (and...
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bonfirecollapse:
Yeah I agree. I' glad that the holidaze are over.
TK just kind of wandered off. She didn't warn me that she was letting her membership lapse. She just decided that she wasn't on here anymore so why keep it up.
TK just kind of wandered off. She didn't warn me that she was letting her membership lapse. She just decided that she wasn't on here anymore so why keep it up.
zode:
No I just thought it was Kool; I like Blue...
OMFG I'M ALMOST 30!!!!
Well folks, tomorrow (Wednesday) I will be turning the big 3-0!! Holy cow!! I certainly hope the 30s are much better than the 20s. I do feel hopeful which is always a good thing. Send good vibes my way...I'm gonna need 'em!!
Well folks, tomorrow (Wednesday) I will be turning the big 3-0!! Holy cow!! I certainly hope the 30s are much better than the 20s. I do feel hopeful which is always a good thing. Send good vibes my way...I'm gonna need 'em!!
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ghaunth:
Uhhhhh.... I missed your B-day! I'm sorry! Welcome to the BIG 3 anyway. It's not that bad, I've been there for 3 years and a bit now.
And about life and stuff: As I said in my blog, life is great right now. I mean, it may change any day (touch wood) but we have finally gotten our stuff together and are now in a position to think about children. Oh my, I'm sounding soooo mainstream here. Plus: Right now I've got the best job ever so everything's cool and this afternoon it's CHRISTMAS SHOPPING TIME!
And about life and stuff: As I said in my blog, life is great right now. I mean, it may change any day (touch wood) but we have finally gotten our stuff together and are now in a position to think about children. Oh my, I'm sounding soooo mainstream here. Plus: Right now I've got the best job ever so everything's cool and this afternoon it's CHRISTMAS SHOPPING TIME!
bonfirecollapse:
It's a stuffed animal that looks like it was run over by a car. Eyes all bugged out tire tracks on it's back and a zipper on it's side so you can either have it's organs on the inside or the outside of the body. Just click the link on my journal and you can see pictures.
Time to Reflect
I've been feeling very bla lately...actually it's been more like depressed. I feel like my world is closing in on me and I'm losing the freedom I once had. I'm not sure when I changed from being the carefree hippie chick to the uber-serious woman, but I'm not liking it. I need to go back to a simpler time. I've abandoned my...
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I've been feeling very bla lately...actually it's been more like depressed. I feel like my world is closing in on me and I'm losing the freedom I once had. I'm not sure when I changed from being the carefree hippie chick to the uber-serious woman, but I'm not liking it. I need to go back to a simpler time. I've abandoned my...
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faeriecatofdoom:
Justin did the cannibal pumpkin 
and I handed out the candy so I didn't get a choice on where to go
so how are you? We are so overdue to hang out ... we must remedy that
and I handed out the candy so I didn't get a choice on where to go
so how are you? We are so overdue to hang out ... we must remedy that
caradura:
I'd always appreciated your insightful comments.
In my opinion, age is not related with anything but with the knowledge and experience that you had gained.
Hang in there, I can't promise you that your previous life will return, but your current one may start making sense soon.
When you study, you get smarter and by consequence you change, express deeper thoughts, complex feelings and a different appreciation of life and yourself comes along. I wish you could figure it out soon.
In my opinion, age is not related with anything but with the knowledge and experience that you had gained.
Hang in there, I can't promise you that your previous life will return, but your current one may start making sense soon.
When you study, you get smarter and by consequence you change, express deeper thoughts, complex feelings and a different appreciation of life and yourself comes along. I wish you could figure it out soon.
Long Time, No Post
I just can't seem to get in the mood to post anything lately. Probably because I'm feeling a little melancholy that summer is ending and I didn't really do too much. I'm also a little sad that I have to go back to educating America's youth. Although I haven't been teaching for long, I feel as though I'm not making a...
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I just can't seem to get in the mood to post anything lately. Probably because I'm feeling a little melancholy that summer is ending and I didn't really do too much. I'm also a little sad that I have to go back to educating America's youth. Although I haven't been teaching for long, I feel as though I'm not making a...
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terrakotta:
Thank you, grrrl! I'm feeling a little better today. Of course, I also borrowed some of the adult films from Athena's "Learning Resource Room" last night. That could have something to do with it. LOL!
faeriecatofdoom:
Since you think J.K. Rowling rocks... do you want a copy of the first audio book?
and btw... don't worry about saturday... you actually had a good excuse unlike half the other people that didn't show.
I hope I will do ok on the exam... I'm probably going to end up studying like crazy on wednesday and thursday morning
and btw... don't worry about saturday... you actually had a good excuse unlike half the other people that didn't show.
I hope I will do ok on the exam... I'm probably going to end up studying like crazy on wednesday and thursday morning
I Survived!!
I'm back from the dreaded trip to Florida with the madre! It was pretty rough and I'm just glad it's over. Disney World was fun, but of course Florida in July is always miserable. Crowds, heat, and just plain annoying people made for a sometimes less than enjoyable experience. We also saw two horrific accidents on the way back which made me thank...
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I'm back from the dreaded trip to Florida with the madre! It was pretty rough and I'm just glad it's over. Disney World was fun, but of course Florida in July is always miserable. Crowds, heat, and just plain annoying people made for a sometimes less than enjoyable experience. We also saw two horrific accidents on the way back which made me thank...
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bygbadwulf:
this means more visiting or I terrorize your school in the fall
caradura:
I'll hate to see you go. I'm pleased to know that you survived Hell's road trip. We all busy, but always back for more.
I'm Baaaaack
Wow! It's been a looooooong time since I've made a new post! I dislike the new layout of SG. I would like to just sign on and see my own blog...not have to pick what I'd like to look at. Geez!
Anyhoo, I've been extremely busy but none of what I've been doing is exciting enough to post in a blog. Teaching summer...
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Wow! It's been a looooooong time since I've made a new post! I dislike the new layout of SG. I would like to just sign on and see my own blog...not have to pick what I'd like to look at. Geez!
Anyhoo, I've been extremely busy but none of what I've been doing is exciting enough to post in a blog. Teaching summer...
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terrakotta:
Hey grrrl! I haven't updated either in a while because of nothing new this way... twenty hours in a car ALONE would rive me crazy, nevermind with someone else! But Disneyland is a smash and it will be worth it. I still like the Pirates of the Caribbean ride; I don't care if it's hokey!
caradura:
Dear Gamma:
It's always a pleasure to read your blog, but this time I feel that I must share some thoughts regarding your future plans.
Driving for a day with the potential to ruin not only your much needed car (remember: you live in Western Mass. I hope you are not driving your own) but any thread of relationship you may have with you mother is not really crazy (that would be a gross understatement) it's plainly demented.
Enjoy your vacation, and remember that it will be a two way trip, so when in Floirda, please resit the temptation to dump the car and fly.
Good luck.
It's always a pleasure to read your blog, but this time I feel that I must share some thoughts regarding your future plans.
Driving for a day with the potential to ruin not only your much needed car (remember: you live in Western Mass. I hope you are not driving your own) but any thread of relationship you may have with you mother is not really crazy (that would be a gross understatement) it's plainly demented.
Enjoy your vacation, and remember that it will be a two way trip, so when in Floirda, please resit the temptation to dump the car and fly.
Good luck.
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terrakotta:
Hay I didn't get to say goodbye to you today and I skipped lunch due to a wary tummy issue, but don't think that means you've seen the last of me until Sept! Don't make me stalk you! Call if ya want to meet for coffee!
PS: I can give you the info on 2 kids you'll have for summer school; they were both mine
PS: I can give you the info on 2 kids you'll have for summer school; they were both mine
faeriecatofdoom:
lol.. would it actually count as a break if I haven't seen her in about a month? And I have no idea what is going on with Keegan oh besides him moving in... and did I mention that her boyfriend is moving back from Texas soon?
do you have a livejournal at all? I have a huge entry with alot of rant comments on it in there... if not I can message you with some of the comments... they are getting amusing...
the more I look at it the more I'm thinking I should just back off and let her crash when her boyfriend comes back to MA
do you have a livejournal at all? I have a huge entry with alot of rant comments on it in there... if not I can message you with some of the comments... they are getting amusing...
the more I look at it the more I'm thinking I should just back off and let her crash when her boyfriend comes back to MA
My Excellent New Purchase
So, my wonderful SG friends, I have just today purchased my very first Mac laptop! EEEEEEEKKKK!!! I've never spent this much on a computer in my life! I'm nervous...so far it seems really cool. My previous laptop has crapped the bed like 3 times now and I've pretty much had it with the stupid thing. So if anyone wants to share...
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So, my wonderful SG friends, I have just today purchased my very first Mac laptop! EEEEEEEKKKK!!! I've never spent this much on a computer in my life! I'm nervous...so far it seems really cool. My previous laptop has crapped the bed like 3 times now and I've pretty much had it with the stupid thing. So if anyone wants to share...
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bonfirecollapse:
no we aren't wishing death upon our neighbors anymore. we looked up their house and it's out of our price range. that was just wishfull thinking (owning that house). but we are finding some pretty good houses in our price range.
i'm very excited because i'm going back to burning man this year. and i'd love to tell you about it but it's something that we'd have to be face to face. i can't type that much right now. and then i could show you pictures too.
i'm very excited because i'm going back to burning man this year. and i'd love to tell you about it but it's something that we'd have to be face to face. i can't type that much right now. and then i could show you pictures too.
ghaunth:
A Mac laptop! ***EEEEENNNNVVVVYYYYY***
Actually, my next one will be a MacBook but it'll be another two years or so, until this one breaks down!
Actually, my next one will be a MacBook but it'll be another two years or so, until this one breaks down!
A Depressing Blog Entry for April 1st
So it's April 1st and I feel like a fool. I have realized that I'm stuck in a funk without many options. I've asked my doctor for the dreaded anti-depressants that I swore to myself I'd never take again. I mean who wants to be dependent on medication to balance their moods? Does this make me helpless? I...
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So it's April 1st and I feel like a fool. I have realized that I'm stuck in a funk without many options. I've asked my doctor for the dreaded anti-depressants that I swore to myself I'd never take again. I mean who wants to be dependent on medication to balance their moods? Does this make me helpless? I...
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ghaunth:
Shit!
That's no fun but I was in the very same position up until about four weeks ago, I changed almost everything about the stuff in my life that sucked and now everything is A OK!
Take the pills, get up again and kick life in the face!
*hug*
That's no fun but I was in the very same position up until about four weeks ago, I changed almost everything about the stuff in my life that sucked and now everything is A OK!
Take the pills, get up again and kick life in the face!
*hug*
faeriecatofdoom:
I can never catch the show when it's on but Becky said that it's on thursday nights after Smallville.... whenever that is
The show is fun I was just mad about how the last episode of season one ended but I can't wait for season two to come out so I can see it... I think they are currently on Season three.
The show is fun I was just mad about how the last episode of season one ended but I can't wait for season two to come out so I can see it... I think they are currently on Season three.
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