gamerchick28

So... I was thinking about a question my neighbor asked me last night "Why are you still here?"(as in here in Iowa) and that's a good fuckin question. To make it clear to everyone I answered "not for my fuckin ex husband that's for sure!" that's true. I'm not here for him, although, I know what it looks like, it looks like I'm here to be closer to him, although I've denied any type of attention he gives me negative or positive because the honest to god truth is I no longer miss him. I don't know why I feel I have to talk people into believing that. Truthfully I was placed in a fucked up situation. One that most people are bitter about. I was left for someone more beautiful and younger , blah blah typical situation. I proceeded. I worked. It didn't phase me. Does that mean I never loved him? I guess so. In the end I was left with a mortgage, a dog and a career. I was also left with common sense knowing if I cried and drove back to Texas I'd still have everything fucked up in Iowa. So to make an extremely long story as short as possible I'm thankful. I'm glad I was able to start brand new in a brand new place. I'm thankful my ex husband left me and has chosen the new life he has. I'm thankful that I am able to be happy and believe it or not I'm happy to be in Iowa. The end.


The new album is the best!


It's an Alkaline Trio kind of night. When is it not ?

And since this blog just isn't long enough I'm happy to announce I started guitar lessons today. Hold your applause..I suck. Bad.