I have decided the best feeling ever is this:
feeling safe
What feels better than knowing you are safe? Protected and nestled deep in (t)his cocoon of warmth, I can just drift from pleasure to pleasure with the realization that very little else matters. It's delicious and I am enjoying the feeling.
*insert contented sigh*
On the updating type front, spent the weekend with B. It was two days of just being together, and I am still glowing. Although, perhaps a bit of that could be attributed to the Swap Meet sunburn I suffered on Sunday.... It was wonderful, looking and buying and laughing and people watching, then eating and laughing at him taking pictures of me at the Crest Cafe afterwards. I am slowly adapting to the reality of another persons' physical presence in my life. I am slowly relaxing around the things he does, like constantly taking pictures. I am actually starting to enjoy the picture reviewing and laughing at the seemingly silly things he likes to document.
Now, off to go bowling. I shall undoubtedly triumph, as my partner is bowling with rental gear. Punk!
feeling safe
What feels better than knowing you are safe? Protected and nestled deep in (t)his cocoon of warmth, I can just drift from pleasure to pleasure with the realization that very little else matters. It's delicious and I am enjoying the feeling.
*insert contented sigh*
On the updating type front, spent the weekend with B. It was two days of just being together, and I am still glowing. Although, perhaps a bit of that could be attributed to the Swap Meet sunburn I suffered on Sunday.... It was wonderful, looking and buying and laughing and people watching, then eating and laughing at him taking pictures of me at the Crest Cafe afterwards. I am slowly adapting to the reality of another persons' physical presence in my life. I am slowly relaxing around the things he does, like constantly taking pictures. I am actually starting to enjoy the picture reviewing and laughing at the seemingly silly things he likes to document.
Now, off to go bowling. I shall undoubtedly triumph, as my partner is bowling with rental gear. Punk!

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This relationship sounds like your well deserved reflection of that kind of beingness and beauty.
The way you describe it feels like a lil' oasis. But not dull. Playful, too. You're a lucky girl!
Play On,
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