gambitgirlie

My blood is absolutely buzzing.

I can feel it thrumming under my skin and hear it pulsing in my ears.

The contributing factors are:

*new medication
*an extreme case of nerves
*not being able to keep food down, due to nerves making my stomach flippy
*compulsively checking email
*wondering what the hell is wrong with me, and why I get myself into these situations
*waiting
*being afraid
*being hopeful
*back to afraid
*wondering if I should just go it alone
*being so damned unsure