I feel as though I finally laid a demon to rest...
After no contact for over a year, I spoke with my ex-fiance on the phone this afternoon. She's getting married later this year. Hearing it--knowing it--didn't leave me with a hole in my heart like I had expected. We talked like civilized humans. We talked like old friends. We laughed. I'm happy for her and she is happy to know that I'm moving on and taking a leap into the unknown with my move to Portland.
Can it be that I finally got closure on this?
Does this mean the nightmares will end?
Will I be able to pull myself out of the muck of regret that I've been wallowing in for the past year and a half?
Time to close the book on this phase of my live. Time for volume 2.
I'm finally feeling at peace.
After no contact for over a year, I spoke with my ex-fiance on the phone this afternoon. She's getting married later this year. Hearing it--knowing it--didn't leave me with a hole in my heart like I had expected. We talked like civilized humans. We talked like old friends. We laughed. I'm happy for her and she is happy to know that I'm moving on and taking a leap into the unknown with my move to Portland.
Can it be that I finally got closure on this?
Does this mean the nightmares will end?
Will I be able to pull myself out of the muck of regret that I've been wallowing in for the past year and a half?
Time to close the book on this phase of my live. Time for volume 2.
I'm finally feeling at peace.
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caffeinatedcutie:
I'm glad that you are at peace and that you are able to move forward.....I am excited for you about your move to Portland, I hope it is everything you want it to be and more....You are an amazing man and you deserve to be happy.
amymay:
WOW I"m proud of you i hope you are of your self. I hope all works out for you. (keep in touch)