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I must have done something to upset fate again.

There's a new girl in the office and she's beautifull, sweet, very friendly. But she looks and acts so much like the first girl I was in love with three years ago now which was also in the same office that it scares me.

The only major difference between them is that this girl allready has...
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Woo, Dead Like Me series 2 starts tonight here in Blighty, hearing about this a forthnight ago prompted me to buy the series 1 set since I forgot about it after it gopt passed over on my christmas list.

Now I have to watch 6 hours of the most emotionally draining and thought provoking show I've seen in ages before 9:00pm....

Best go then.

Perhaps I was more drunk then I thought, I must have been as I was politely reminded by my friend that the aforementioned young lady I met at his wedding had a long term boyfriend and she was definatley still with him.

So either everything she told me was a exaggeration or as far as a full out lie based off bad feelings at the...
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I hate silence so very, very much. People who say it's golden should try enduring it for a few days solid.
I've always thought of silence as a lead weight crushing whatever good mood I had managed to somehow reach.

In other words, my friend passe don my message to the young lady I met at his wedding and now all I can do is...
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The wedding went great, my friend got hitched without any and they both looked absolutley thrilled so I was very happy for them.

I got very, very drunk and acted like a stupid happy person, I was pleased to discover from this that nbo matter how much I drink I always seem to end up a happy drunk.
Much better then starting fights with strangers...
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My diary has been less active then a thermometer as of late, have I been busy?
No not really, I just haven't been visting this site at all. No idea why, such is the mystery of my decison making.

Work continues ever onward as only a menial job can, we have new people but no one I've really taken to.

I saw a gorgeously cute...
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Happy new year.

Resolutions,
1) Spend less on crap
2) Pre-order less crap
3) Try harder to meet somebody special and spend money saved on crap on fun times with new special someone

That just about sums up my ambitions for the immeadiate present. I could put exercise or going to the gym on the list but I know I wouldn't keep it up so...
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Last night I beat my mentor at pool for the first time, with two of his still left on the table

Fucking amazing feeling.

Unfortunatley no one else was watching...

Everybody in my house now either works full time or goes to school, this means there's no one here to take any post that can't fit through the ole letter flap.
Subsequently, that means that as I'm a big fan of ordering on the internet, so is my sister and it being nearly christmas even my parents are having a fair old bash at it...
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I started playing Pool a couple of months ago as I'd never really been outgoing enough to spend a lot of time in pubs before.
But I'm glad I've changed because I really enjoy just hanging out by the table on a friday after work with my friends and I'm even starting to get ok at the game.

I just wish I had enough room/money...
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Not much out of the usual happening with me lately.
My spate of saturday mornings crashed out on someone elses sofa will hopefully continue though.

Hope you're all well and that you're coping with whatever life is throwing at you.

Having no confidence in yourself to talk to girls outside of a familiar enviroment (i.e. work) sucks more flavours of arse then I care to name.