If you guys didn't know, I'm into metaphysics. I'm psychic. All that shit.
Lately, my energy body has been collapsing upon itself. Eating itself alive.
I've gone through energy readings from a few people. Gotten tarot readings up the wazoozle (don't you hate it when you redo a tarot reading 'cause you didn't like the first one and it says the exact same damned thing). Consulted books from various libraries.
Current conclusion is that I am being a little phoenix. Theory holds that my energy body is trying to change itself and to do that it has to stop what it's currently doing to be able to rewire itself to do something different. My energy body has to set itself on flames to come back in whatever form it's trying to come back in.
This HURTS. Sharp, sudden pains. Like menstural cramps in my chest. When it's at my solar plexus, I double over in pain. My heart, and I can't breathe.
...~hangs her head~
Lately, my energy body has been collapsing upon itself. Eating itself alive.
I've gone through energy readings from a few people. Gotten tarot readings up the wazoozle (don't you hate it when you redo a tarot reading 'cause you didn't like the first one and it says the exact same damned thing). Consulted books from various libraries.
Current conclusion is that I am being a little phoenix. Theory holds that my energy body is trying to change itself and to do that it has to stop what it's currently doing to be able to rewire itself to do something different. My energy body has to set itself on flames to come back in whatever form it's trying to come back in.
This HURTS. Sharp, sudden pains. Like menstural cramps in my chest. When it's at my solar plexus, I double over in pain. My heart, and I can't breathe.
...~hangs her head~
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