Well I have been busy being broke. Nothing hurts worse than having the bill collectors calling and no money to send them. Eventually things will pan out. I am just taking some time to be incognito from my financial responsibilities.
In other news I am working more these days because I am moving. As it turns out I got invited to move into one of the notorious black houses that are here in Oly. They are all owned by the same hippy dude who lives a town away. The great part is that he doesn't care when he gets rent as long as he gets a check for each month. I am moving in with some of the stranger but at the same time more comforting indivduals that I have had the experience to meet. The two rules in the lease are you don't burn the house down and you don't paint over the eight foot Slayer logo on the waill in the living room.
It should be the experience that I am looking for in my life to finally find a way to change to be what I want and not what others want me to be. The first party we have planned for after I move in is to celebrate the solstice. We would like to have a bonfire and invite everyone to bring anything they have that needs to be burned, old furniture, pictures of ex's, hurtful memories, etc. We plan to release our excess into the night sky where it can rejoin the abyss. I am looking forward to it.
I also figured out that the next tattoo that I am putting on my leg needs to be an earth symbol. I have symbols for water and fire already. I also think that the earth sign needs to be on my leg as opposed to the air sign which should be on my shoulder. Does my logic make any sense?
On another front, I think I have pretty much decided that 90% of the women I meet are far too caddy and don't deserve my time. Most of my friends are women and over the last week and a half the chips have most certainly been down and not a single fucking one of them has really had the balls to step up. Am I being arrogant and sanctimonious? Fuck yes! but if they aren't going to be there for me when I need them why in the fuck should I be such a nice guy and let them abuse me from the friend pool?
Ladies remember that the friend pool you like to depend on sooo well for the nice guys in your life that always seem to get you through it, they eventually get fed up with your shit if you don't at least act like you care. I might also like to point out that the friend pool is also where you will more than likely find that 10% of good guys you always say you want to date but never find.
Nice guys exist. You just choose to date dirt bags.
Prime example one of my co workers just broke up with her significant other of 6 years. She was looking for a way to leave him for some time. He is a meth addict. She has two kids by him. I help her out give her advice about four weeks ago. Two weeks later she dumps him. Now she is fucking around with one of my co workers who has a girlfriend and is one of the biggest jack asses I have ever met. What is even more amazing is that his girlfriend found out about it and still has not dumped him and to my knowledge the two of them are still fucking around. WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!?!?!
Anyways
/rant
By the by any of you ladies that disagree with me I am open to argument but even if I am swayed to your opinion it is probably only because your part of the 10% of women that I meet that are worth my time.
Also more art will be forthcoming. I think I just need to change venues first so I can actually have a studio space.
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In other news I am working more these days because I am moving. As it turns out I got invited to move into one of the notorious black houses that are here in Oly. They are all owned by the same hippy dude who lives a town away. The great part is that he doesn't care when he gets rent as long as he gets a check for each month. I am moving in with some of the stranger but at the same time more comforting indivduals that I have had the experience to meet. The two rules in the lease are you don't burn the house down and you don't paint over the eight foot Slayer logo on the waill in the living room.
It should be the experience that I am looking for in my life to finally find a way to change to be what I want and not what others want me to be. The first party we have planned for after I move in is to celebrate the solstice. We would like to have a bonfire and invite everyone to bring anything they have that needs to be burned, old furniture, pictures of ex's, hurtful memories, etc. We plan to release our excess into the night sky where it can rejoin the abyss. I am looking forward to it.
I also figured out that the next tattoo that I am putting on my leg needs to be an earth symbol. I have symbols for water and fire already. I also think that the earth sign needs to be on my leg as opposed to the air sign which should be on my shoulder. Does my logic make any sense?
On another front, I think I have pretty much decided that 90% of the women I meet are far too caddy and don't deserve my time. Most of my friends are women and over the last week and a half the chips have most certainly been down and not a single fucking one of them has really had the balls to step up. Am I being arrogant and sanctimonious? Fuck yes! but if they aren't going to be there for me when I need them why in the fuck should I be such a nice guy and let them abuse me from the friend pool?
Ladies remember that the friend pool you like to depend on sooo well for the nice guys in your life that always seem to get you through it, they eventually get fed up with your shit if you don't at least act like you care. I might also like to point out that the friend pool is also where you will more than likely find that 10% of good guys you always say you want to date but never find.
Nice guys exist. You just choose to date dirt bags.
Prime example one of my co workers just broke up with her significant other of 6 years. She was looking for a way to leave him for some time. He is a meth addict. She has two kids by him. I help her out give her advice about four weeks ago. Two weeks later she dumps him. Now she is fucking around with one of my co workers who has a girlfriend and is one of the biggest jack asses I have ever met. What is even more amazing is that his girlfriend found out about it and still has not dumped him and to my knowledge the two of them are still fucking around. WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!?!?!
Anyways
/rant
By the by any of you ladies that disagree with me I am open to argument but even if I am swayed to your opinion it is probably only because your part of the 10% of women that I meet that are worth my time.
Also more art will be forthcoming. I think I just need to change venues first so I can actually have a studio space.
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(If it helps, I'm not supposed to be having fun, I just am. I'm a rebel-fun-haver, if you will.)