gahz

Why can't fucking people realize what they are giving me I can't handle?

Every day I feel like more salt is rubbed into my wounds and no one cares. Soon I hope they will all realize they are not helping me they are just making me not want to be here anymore. I don't want to see my brains on the concrete but that is what life is pushing me to. Right now I feel like grabbing a bottle at the liquor store and seeing how far south I can make it before the cops pull me over.

Fuck I can't handle any of this.