OMG!
I just got home from one of the craziest parties ever. There was a haunted house, kareoke, a zip line and about 70-80 absolutely drunk people. By far one of the better parties I have ever been to. The spodie was intense, I think I almost got drunk just smelling the fruit.
In other news I finally gave myself a tattoo with my own gear. It turned out all right and if you want to see pics they are in my gallery. Talk about a rush, getting a tattoo is fucking awesome, tattooing yourself is even better.
On a sadder note. My grandmother is doing better but it is only because at this point in time they are putting her on oxygen. They are also getting her a power wheel chair so that she doesn't have to walk. I am not sure how that is going to go.
Lastly, my ex from about a month and a half ago sent me an envelope with some money she owes me in it with a note. The note says that she has healed enough to be my friend again. I don't know what to think. I think that if I even saw her it would be too hard because I am still very much in love with her. Our whole break up is hard to explain but the jist of it is that we broke up because we wanted different things. Mainly monogamy, I wanted it she didn't. The hardest part though is that she never cheated on me, I really don't have a reason to hate her or be angry other then the fact that she chose something else over me. It is difficult for me because I was ready to marry her and she was the one that had asked me first.
I still don't get it. Anyways whatever.
Catch you all on the flip and thanks for reading.
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I just got home from one of the craziest parties ever. There was a haunted house, kareoke, a zip line and about 70-80 absolutely drunk people. By far one of the better parties I have ever been to. The spodie was intense, I think I almost got drunk just smelling the fruit.
In other news I finally gave myself a tattoo with my own gear. It turned out all right and if you want to see pics they are in my gallery. Talk about a rush, getting a tattoo is fucking awesome, tattooing yourself is even better.
On a sadder note. My grandmother is doing better but it is only because at this point in time they are putting her on oxygen. They are also getting her a power wheel chair so that she doesn't have to walk. I am not sure how that is going to go.
Lastly, my ex from about a month and a half ago sent me an envelope with some money she owes me in it with a note. The note says that she has healed enough to be my friend again. I don't know what to think. I think that if I even saw her it would be too hard because I am still very much in love with her. Our whole break up is hard to explain but the jist of it is that we broke up because we wanted different things. Mainly monogamy, I wanted it she didn't. The hardest part though is that she never cheated on me, I really don't have a reason to hate her or be angry other then the fact that she chose something else over me. It is difficult for me because I was ready to marry her and she was the one that had asked me first.
I still don't get it. Anyways whatever.
Catch you all on the flip and thanks for reading.
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givin yourself a tattoo must be the best. bzzzbzzzbzzzzzzz good noise i like it.
Eh.. the ex issue. Im livin one of those its quite confusing times isnt it. Same story and all too.
Time management isn't the issue, I've always been ok on that. I've just found education too easy all my life I think, and now I'm wondering what hit me. I finished my ALevels (end of "high school" exams, in case I'm being too British :-) ) wondering what all the fuss was about, when people kept telling me that I was supposed to be stressed/find them hard etc. Now I'm actually struggling and it's taken me by surprise. Yeah, I know, it's a degree, I'm supposed to find it hard!
I'll stop whining now. Thanks for listening - sometimes it's much easier to vent in type than in person (which is why Syrrys often gets long ranty emails even though on the phone I'm fine...