gaea

Hey guys, looks like I've been a way for a while but it's not a bad thing! I have just been super busy with having to read for my literature course that starts this week and with a baby every spare second reading counts. I have had to read the most dullest poetry every by Caroll Ann Duffy which is completly feminist and very annoying about it and you can never understand what it is exactly she is trying to get across. At the moment I'm reading Emma by Jane Austen and had previously read the Great Gatsby by F.Fitzgerald and I can almost see where the selection of works is going in terms of pinning a tale on the efforts of society.

Another thing I seem to have been doing is becoming an Agony Aunt, or a marriage counsillor, or a singular psychiatrist to the many people in my social circle. I love to do this as fixing people is just something that I've always done reguardless of the fact that I can never myself be fixed. It's some sort of concellation. The annoying thing however is that they're all mostly older than me reaching into their thirties and one would have thought that by such a ripened time perhaps they would be able to sort them selves out on their own thoughts.

In a sense I'll use crystal names because I know the people have friends on here etc. Onyx is thirty years old and has been gay since the age of twelve when he met his first boyfriend Obsidian. Onyx fell in love with Obsidian but sadly Obsidian grew ill with aids and died leaving their time together short lived. Onyx spent the next decades of life battling with depression, split personalities and alcoholism and has only in the last five years managed to sort himself out enough to not stoop to the abusive nature of drugs and alcohol but still suffers from split personalities. Three of them, and you never know who you're talking to. Onyx found a best friend in Amethyst and soon fell in love with him but the problem is Amethyst is perhaps the most incompatiable of natures and is definately not gay and it is coming up to the anniversary of Obsidian's death so Onyx is in a very fragile place but Amethyst to petty and interested in his own selfishness to take interest in Onyx hasn't realised his pain. It's a pain when you introduce Ruby and her love for Onyx that will never be enough because he has no interst in women what so ever since he accidently slept with a fat woman in Leeds in a drunken stuper yet it is Ruby to whome Onyx turns for every comfort. Yet Amethyst loves Ruby so there is a trio that can never be satisfactory; Onyx is gay and loves Amethyst, who isn't gay but very effectionate and loves Ruby, who isn't remotely interested in Amethyst and loves Onyx.

I never know what to tell any of them, Onyx, Amethyst, or Ruby except for that it is the most incrediby stupid matter that I've ever come across and in some ways its just too funny and has to be laughed at but is also deadly serious in consequence. Life is never easy, even as we get older. Oh the fun to come!

xxx
Gaea