gadgethead

Well, I lost my voice....wedding shit sucks....my dress is all fucked up and my family is driving me crazy. I have the worst news....I won't be able to move to portland...unfortunately with the wedding chaos, I am going to be missing the fall tern. I was so hoping to get going with my prereqs and now, I have to wait til the fall, so I am staying in Florida, since I have residency. I know that this is the better decision financially but it sucks. I hate Florida. I even hate south Florida more. So I am back at the beginging....but at least I will have my boy with me, so that should make it a bit more tolerable. We found a really cute little cottage in the ghetto....we move in october first. I should be starting classes in fall and hopefully starting some online classes next week. I am in the panhandle packing and will be in south Florida as of Sunday for the next two years....I COULD CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't even told anyone yet...I really wanted to be able to get out of the sunshine state, but I want to be a doctor more...so i guess it is worth it. Sean is super supportive, so if he thinks I can do it, then I can do it....AHHHHHHHHHHHH, I hope all the girlys that live in Portland that I meet are still cool with talking....well later kids...oh and I want to give a shout out to my very good buddy in OHIO, you know who you are....feel better, I don't know what is up with you, but i read your journal...and I want you to know...you have a beautiful heart...broken or not...it is always going to be loved by me....