I always enjoyed the shows, the vegan food, the environment... But I've never get to become straight edge... I'm only vegetarian and i still didn't stop drinking.... But after my recent episodes I've been thinking about it...
We destroy ourselves for a moment of happiness... Because we are fucking unhappy, I'm trying so hard to make my life better and be a better person to...
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Pressure, depression, loneliness, low salaries, shared cabin, restrictions, rules... Just a few of the things we have to do/follow. I should be grateful that i have a job, i am, but with the cost of my health and my sanity. I was never a heavy drinker or abused of drugs, but here I went to the bottom, I was drinking everyday, until the day I...
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I'll try to share a little bit more about me, right now I'm writing from the middle of the ocean... WHaT? you are probably asking yourself.. yes, I work on a ship, of course I can't say the name of the company otherwise I'll be fired, we are not allowed to post naked pictures online, we should keep a "good posture", its in my contract....
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