gabster

Sorry every one I just havent had a chance to do much lately. One of my friends died in Iraq. And another one of my friends lost his leg. So I was busy with the funeral and I had to work a lot. Then to top every thing off I got really sick I dont know with what. But I threw up everything I ate....
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so i got in to a huge fight with jarreds mom today. We were both screaming at each other at the top of our lungs. i've been crying from 1:45 pm and Im still crying. So i've been crying for 11 hours this sucks. no one in the whole world has ever thought of me as a horrible person until i meet...
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Im like a dame chicken running around with no head. I have so much shit to do Im never going to get it all done. My great aunt died on Tuesday she was like my grandma. I wasnt expecting her to die. The last thing I herd about her was that she was going to get out of the nursing home and go back to...
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Hey kids dont have much to say any more. I feel so lost right now. I feel like Im drowning in this town I live in. I miss jarred. I just want to hermit in my house forever and never talk to anyone again. I want to cry for no reason and I dont want to stop crying for ten days. Is anybody there? Im...
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Hi kids, jarred left for Iraq again yester day he only has 4 months left. I think we worked most of our problems out. Yeah I need to shower I smell bad then its time for work for me.

So I keep hearing crazy stories about my 21st. I dont remember anything I dont think thats a good thing. I will tell everyone the stories after I see the pictures I dont believe half the stuff I herd. I almost went to the strip bar tonight thank god I didnt I guess my parents were there having a nice fight. I will probably hear...
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so last night was my power hour. i went to a bar then i don't remeber much after that. i'm never drinking again ok thats a lie but thats how i feel right now.

So tonight was a good night. I got done with work half an hour early. The air was crisp and clear every star was out. My moon was an amazing yellow color. I had a nice conversation with a friend. It was very pointless put those are the best conversations to have. Well kiddies off to bed for me.



4 more days till i'm 21

weekend over, another monday. i hope this week goes by fast. 6 more days till i'm 21. 8 more days till jarred leaves iraq. yep i really don't have anything to say

i got my hairs cut today i have bangs now it is so weird but i'm happy i will have some pics with my new hair cut up soon its not to much diferent but whatever.


12 days till i'm 21