gabeychamp

I'm afraid,
So I went out and sang some more karaoke by myself... and god there was this wonderfully beautiful ebony woman with a 'fro. God how I love her so. Or so that is what I know.

But I need all y'all's help because I have a big problem. And her name is Melinda and her role is as my ex would be wife. So she callled me tonight and is coming to Portland and wants to hang out with me . And what I said was, "please don't do this to me' 'don't you understand that I'm a big fucking mess?... BECAUSE OF YOU" but that girl still loves me. It is sad to admit but the first time I put my love into that woman I thought ' this is the best feeling in the world, I could just be with this one woman the rest of my life' and I have been. She is the only woman I have had sex with in three years. That is not to say that she is good for me. She has never been able to grasp my intellect and she often times is just not on the same page.... fuck she's never been on the same page. I'm reading in the young adult section while she is starting to pick up the 'See Dick Run' series.

I don't know how anyone can help me, but for fuck's sake please try. I think this is bad for me. But I want to fuck her so bad and I just don't think that's right. But she is totally willing to fuck me and I know it will be some kind of mind blowing sex storm if it goes on. who can resist such a kind of fury? Makes me mad that she is still after me.