gabe_buddha:
drawing
My Grandfather is going in on Monday to have a third of his lung removed, I guess docters found a spot that is too deep to do a biopsy on so they have to remove a third of it. It is a major opperation, so he is really nervous about it. SO am I. 
sonofapunk:
Hope it all went well man.
I am a little pissed off right now. I had to pay rent for both myself and for my roommate for november, which isn't a big deal, but now she is freaking out on not being able to pay me back, and being able to pay rent for next month, so I told her not to worry about paying me back right away. as long...
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so I have the wonderful task of unloading an engine and moving it into my garage today. I am really excited about it, there is nothing I enjoy more than lifting a 300lb hunk of iron and carrying it praying it doesnt drop and crush my feet.
I have been talking online with someone a bit latelly and it has been very nice, I dont...
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I have been talking online with someone a bit latelly and it has been very nice, I dont...
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so recently I went through this bad breakup, and have been kinda yo-yoing back and forth between being ok with it, and being miserable about it. But lately I have bene really good, I have realized I have some things about myself that I need to work on, and have been. But she flipped out on me today because I took her off of my...
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kahlua:
your plenty ridiculous in her eyes that see things from only her biased view. things are different for each involved and it is decided wether or not you are ridiculous by which opinion ultimately matters most to you
um actually sir, i have never had a kiss that meant a thing. in my life time i can count the amount of people who have hugged me and meant it on one hand. i have no real friends. i might lack the ability. i have never loved and never been loved. i dont know what it means to be held close. i dont know what it is to love.
i am young i know this, but i havent family because dna doesnt mean shit, i wasnt raised to know how to care, so i dont make friends well and to anyone who has beena friend i am disposable. and to honestly connect and open up and be with a lover? impossible. i dont know how to care.
i know im young. im only 20. but 20 years is a long time to be lonely, no???
um actually sir, i have never had a kiss that meant a thing. in my life time i can count the amount of people who have hugged me and meant it on one hand. i have no real friends. i might lack the ability. i have never loved and never been loved. i dont know what it means to be held close. i dont know what it is to love.
i am young i know this, but i havent family because dna doesnt mean shit, i wasnt raised to know how to care, so i dont make friends well and to anyone who has beena friend i am disposable. and to honestly connect and open up and be with a lover? impossible. i dont know how to care.
i know im young. im only 20. but 20 years is a long time to be lonely, no???
it really sucks going from having the best sex anyone has ever had, daily, for 6 months, to having no sex at all for 2... will someone please shoot me??? anyone??? anyone at all???
silent_screams:
damn that sucks. lets just hope you dont have to go as long without sex as me (fuckin 6-7 months now 
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good luck
-jen
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good luck
-jen
kahlua:
u know i was thinkin that same stuff about the rays from behind her head, on my art, but the fact is the center is her head, not the imagined center actually. the lines dont add up if you continue them, but as it is they work. i think i prefer a centerd thing though, which is what ill do in the future.
ps i just looked at your myspace...your my rival....i went to mariner high school, my freshman year. rawr.
[Edited on Oct 30, 2005 6:28PM]
ps i just looked at your myspace...your my rival....i went to mariner high school, my freshman year. rawr.
[Edited on Oct 30, 2005 6:28PM]
gabe_buddha:
stuff
What beauty could I possibly find on such a gloomy night.
My body shakes as I walk through the endless rain.
I barely notice as I am soaked to the skin.
Your voice runs through my head as your face is imprinted on my soul.
What beauty could I possibly find knowing I may have lost you.
I walk aimlessly through the dark staring at...
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My body shakes as I walk through the endless rain.
I barely notice as I am soaked to the skin.
Your voice runs through my head as your face is imprinted on my soul.
What beauty could I possibly find knowing I may have lost you.
I walk aimlessly through the dark staring at...
Read More