I wasted my whole weekend doing absolute crap. Nothing. My major accomplishment, I think, was putting a ton of shit for sale on eBay...that's about it. I know I was looking forward to nothing planned, but where is everyone's spontaniety? GOD I can't wait until all my concerts start ramping up. I swear I have about 5 in a row I think, starting with Ben Kweller and Death Cab for Cutie.
I'm really bored lately. I'm restless. I get stuck in my apartment, which has a million things I could conceivably do in it, and yet I find myself just sitting. Thinking. Daydreaming.
Or sleeping.
The same group of people. The same shit all the time. None of them wants to do anything exciting. "Can we come over? We want to drink" We did that LAST weekend. Let's go out for a change. "We don't have any money."
Oi.
This must seem trivial. It probabaly is. Something exciting has GOTTA happen soon!
"Instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself. When I'm dealing with them, I swear, it's nothing but trouble. And I get nothing out of it, so it doesn't matter if I'm there or not, right?"
I'm really bored lately. I'm restless. I get stuck in my apartment, which has a million things I could conceivably do in it, and yet I find myself just sitting. Thinking. Daydreaming.
Or sleeping.
The same group of people. The same shit all the time. None of them wants to do anything exciting. "Can we come over? We want to drink" We did that LAST weekend. Let's go out for a change. "We don't have any money."
Oi.
This must seem trivial. It probabaly is. Something exciting has GOTTA happen soon!
"Instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself. When I'm dealing with them, I swear, it's nothing but trouble. And I get nothing out of it, so it doesn't matter if I'm there or not, right?"