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My betta fish is cool. i dig him. just wish i could put another one in there to watch them fight... but i fear that because he's my favorite he would lose the battle and i'd be sad.

i need to name him. any suggestions?

Quote for the day:
"A dog is not considered a good dog because he is a good barker. A man...
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the new job rocks... 2nd day there & i am already feeling like a human again. i work with some pretty cool people & did i mention there's a foos-ball table? this is the first step in my journey of living my life... or something like that.

Quote for the day:
"Right now I feel like I could take on the whole Empire myself"
-Dak...
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GABBA GABBA HEY!

must i defend my "punkness" to a 16 yr old because i dont have a sleave of tats & a mohawk? i had liberty spikes when that fucker was in diapers. yet, i get quized on where the Supersuckers are from? i realize i dont look my age, but, when i was in high school it was about solidarity amongst the punk...
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isadore:
I say "fuck it" & get the design you created!! It beats the Hell out of getting some flash crap tattooed.

My original tattoo I wanted was a hand-drawn inking I made of a rose garland, with a barb wire wrapped around it. I let the tattoo shop dudes talk me out of getting exactly what I wanted because they wanted too much $ for it. So, while I ended up with the same symbols tattooed on my body, I should have waited & paid the extra money & gotten what I really wanted. frown The one I ended up with is much larger & not as pretty as what I'd drawn.

All 3 of my tattoos have personal meaning to me. I did not get them to be "trendy". I do have to wonder how much of punk style is mainstream now. Speaking of retail clerks & tattoos- yesterday while I was in line at the grocery store, the bagger was talking to 2 girls ahead of me about tatts. He was describing a huge one he had that went from his thigh & up to his hip & stomach. Before that he asked the girls if they'd gotten any new tattoos. I thought it was kind of childish. Like, I've got a new tattoo- where's yours?!

I would say that no one should get a tattoo on a whim, just to fit in, or on a dare. I considered all of mine (with the exception of the Hello Kitty) for several years before actually having them done. That is why I say go ahead with yours because you can wear it with pride, knowing you didn't just settle for whatever flash you saw on the wall at some corner tattoo shop!!! smile
isadore:
Thanks for the art love! I need to make some more... someday... I haven't felt terribly inspired for quite some time. The last "artistic" thing I did was write a poem that was very drab.... But it did state my feelings at the time! whatever

Here's a link if you wanna read it! skull
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i start a new job on MONDAY! WOO-HOO!

cant wait to use my creativity again! i've been stagnet for way too long (is that moss growing in my brain?). tracing logos in illustrator for the production of styrofoam cups wasnt exactly pushing me to further my skills. but i can work those Bezier curves like a madman now! smile

the new job is going to be...
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when is gas huffer coming to phoenix again?
do they still exist as a band?
do they tour under the name Del Lagunas?
do my shoes really smell THAT bad?

these are the important questions i ponder daily.

Quote for the day:
"The spirit of resistance to government is so valuable on certain occasions, that I wish it always to be kept alive."
-Thomas Jefferson
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chandler skate park is sick!

there was a time when i'd walk up to the bowl and drop in without thinking twice... now i have visions of hip replacements & doctors bills. i just have to get my balls back - i hit the vert yesterday and lost one... but it'll all come back.

DAMN WAS THAT FUN!

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ok - i went skateboarding again for the first time in 4 years.
WHY THE HELL DID I STOP??? AM I AN IDIOT?
dont asnwer that...

the first time i pushed a skateboard i was in love. skateboarding was the one constant in my life... it kept me sain... i'm convinced it kept me from prison or suicide.
and i let that go...
ok, now...
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8 years in a relationship will teach you a lot of things about yourself, but only after it's over. The last 5 months, without the girl i thought i was going to be with forever (i will refer to her simply as Satan from this point forward), has been a real eye opener for me. I think what stands out most in this learning experience...
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isadore:
That is one of the biggest problems I've found in dating. Most people just don't have a clue about what is most important to them & where they want their lives to go. Either they don't take the time to consider their life's path, or they're too afraid to.

Sad, ain't it?!! whatever
g3dzn:
It is really sad.

I think i need to make up a survey to give to the next girl about her life and where she wants to go... i dont want to say i'm bitter...but... smile