fyrestarter

i think i am going to have to close down my shop. i am doing some numbers and trying to decide if it's worth it at this point. it was very important to me for a while, but it has been too much of a struggle for me to keep it open. now i almost feel like i don't want to deal with it anymore. i'm sick of being treated like a fucking loser because i don't ever have any money. i am doing this alone, nobody has helped me. they can all piss off. i'm sick of being tired and stressed.

maybe i'll just run away. take my dog and live on the road again. sell small paintings to strangers.

i don't know......