fyrestarter

yawn....

can't sleep tonight for some reason. i took an ambien, and it knocked me out for a few hours, but i guess it's worn off now. i'll take another and try to sleep in tomorrow morning. ahhh...the thought of my soft sheets and comfy pillows, and my doggie to snuggle with sounds divine right now. although i would rather have this cute boy to snuggle with. and i do believe that i have a crush on him...yes, a boy!!

i think i have found a cool apartment. if i decide to take it i would be sooo close to my shop. it is small, but has a working fireplace, and other good stuff like a huge patio and massive back yard for Niko!! the view from there is amazing! from the patio you can see the mountains north of here. they look exceptionally gorgeous right now since the leaves are changing color. i am imagining how great it will be to hang out on the patio in the spring and paint. that spot even gets afternoon golden sun which is my favorite for painting. there i go, being an art fag again... hehehe...

my pill is kicking in, so i am off to bed again. wish me sweet dreams.