Work is good! I get help today I think, which really only means I'll probably be doing more work. But I really don't care how much work I have to do because I finally have finiancal security and right now that's more important then anything.
I've been having a few spurts of negative moods in which I've wanted something more than I have right now. But this has been happening forever and luckly now I have friends that can devert my attention and that actually listen to my rambling. Some of these people come from this site and it's nice to have people to fall back on sometimes.
I've been spending a lot of time playing WoW again and I'm glad I am. It's the ultimate form of Birth Control for me and definitely keeps me from thinking about sex. When I was with my wife I use to play a lot and it irritated her a lot. But when she was mad at me or we had a fight i knew i could get on her nerves by playing WoW. I don't think in the future I want a videogame interferring with a relationship I have and I don't see it as a possibility really.
Well that was sad but I can sum it up. I don't understand the whole escapism crap people make up. So it does make sense that people attempt to escape reality by using the internet but the reality is when you expose yourself to the internet you are dealing with people all the time. There is no such thing as an escape from life. When you are on your computer time still passes the same way. There are no escapes from life but death. Life is great though and if you're reading blogs online then you are going pretty fucking good. Most situations are temporary. Actually all things are temporary! If you are alone it is most likely temporary. And it's easy to make friends if you are willing to allow yourself to make them.
It's too early for me to be too deep and hmm I'm not sure how many people I know that would have a willingness to read this and that's not a big deal.
BUT
WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE..
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!
THE LAST THING YOU NEED IS NECK PROBLEMS PILED ONTO YOUR EMOTIONAL BULLSHIT.
so that's a blog.
back2work
I've been having a few spurts of negative moods in which I've wanted something more than I have right now. But this has been happening forever and luckly now I have friends that can devert my attention and that actually listen to my rambling. Some of these people come from this site and it's nice to have people to fall back on sometimes.
I've been spending a lot of time playing WoW again and I'm glad I am. It's the ultimate form of Birth Control for me and definitely keeps me from thinking about sex. When I was with my wife I use to play a lot and it irritated her a lot. But when she was mad at me or we had a fight i knew i could get on her nerves by playing WoW. I don't think in the future I want a videogame interferring with a relationship I have and I don't see it as a possibility really.
Well that was sad but I can sum it up. I don't understand the whole escapism crap people make up. So it does make sense that people attempt to escape reality by using the internet but the reality is when you expose yourself to the internet you are dealing with people all the time. There is no such thing as an escape from life. When you are on your computer time still passes the same way. There are no escapes from life but death. Life is great though and if you're reading blogs online then you are going pretty fucking good. Most situations are temporary. Actually all things are temporary! If you are alone it is most likely temporary. And it's easy to make friends if you are willing to allow yourself to make them.
It's too early for me to be too deep and hmm I'm not sure how many people I know that would have a willingness to read this and that's not a big deal.
BUT
WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE..
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!
THE LAST THING YOU NEED IS NECK PROBLEMS PILED ONTO YOUR EMOTIONAL BULLSHIT.
so that's a blog.
back2work
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jefer:
I use music and just punch myself in the dick till it doesn't want to get hard. I guess WoW is a little easier. What server are you on? I play too.
downedcity:
neck problems? ohh..I just got that!