fuzzyky

Well....... Lesse.

I'm still suspended w/o pay. If this goes on any longer.. I'm gonna be bloggin' from a cardboard box under a bridge.

Of all the things I've ever faced in my professional career... this is w/o a doubt the one that I feel the MOST frustrated behind.

I made a mistake.. and I accept that I fucked up.

BUT... I gotta tell ya. HAVING told the truth and having laid my shit bare; I would have expected a decision LOOOOONG before now.

I mean. DAMN.... How long does it take to go "yup, He should have brushed his stinky beer-breath teeth LONGER before he came to work".................

FUCK.......

The longer I go without a decision.. then the longer I'm the "walking dead man"

I need a decision... I need to go the fuck back to work... and I need SOMEBODY to imply that "your OK to go back to work.. we believe you.... DON"T DO THAT DUMB ASS SHIT AGAIN".........

The really SAD thing is; I sooooo wanna just be the fuck back in the saddle again!!! I just wanna be out there with the people I admire doing the shit we do.........

Say a prayer for me if you pray...... and thank you for doing so.

Fuzzy