Well, its monday morning and my first day off from both jobs in ages!woop! obviously guess who couldnt have a lie in because she was too busy coughing her guts up :/ But i dont care! I have a day off, So Im going to try and go get my haircut soon, then buy food for my little beasts then Im off to chester to see the boys I miss the most and Less Than Jake! woop! This was the first band I ever saw live and Im going with the boy who introduced me to gigs, who is awesome! and I miss not living with him anymore :/ but meh, we shall get very drunk I expect hehe
Talking of beasts, I has a new one!
Welcome to my world, Xenophilius! Hes gorgeous and tiny and very nippy at the moment, but il soon sort that out, hes almost the Same length as Severus, but hes about the same width as my little finger, while Severus is nearing the width of my wrist!
Hehe such a little fatty.
I have safely told "the boy" that I was still crazy for that friends with favours isnt happeneing anymore, because Il just never get over him that way. He made a rather compelling argument as to why he wants to carry on
but I was good and stood my ground with him, I doubt he'l ever want with me what I want back with him, so its better on all accounts if I stop confusing myself by letting him be so close to me.
That was a little while ago, and I was determined to stay single, just because I get really tired of going through the same things and getting burned every time, plus one of my good (but very insane) best friends keeps telling me to like myself first and all that yammer, and Im still kind of convinced youd have to be certifiable to date me hahaha
Then I got a text.
See, I need your guys advice on this one (skip if your bored already to the loves at the end, I dont mind)
This guy is a mate ive known for around three years but only actually hung out with a couple of times. When I first met him everyone told me he was a bit of a player, and that his mates had bets on which out of him and his gf would cheat on each other first. So whatever, he was funny and very flirty, nothing out of the ordinary, then we chatted on fb a few times, nothing serious, he told me I was hot, I told him he had a gf and to back off. we stayed friends. Now he broke up with his gf (cause she cheated on him) ages and ages ago, and ive been to visit him to say hi or whatever, cause hes a good laugh, and hes actually super sweet.
Now he wants to date me. But we are about two hours away by train, obviously Im working two jobs cause Im broke and I dont get a full day off almost ever, so its pretty much impossible to visit, hes pretty broke too, and wants to chat loads for now then visit when he can. I just dont see why? I mean he mentioned being my bf the other day, but how ca
n you when you barely know someone and dont see them? So ive said just see how things go chatting, but I have a feeling hes going to expect a booty call if he does visit, though Ive explained Im not willing to be. He keeps telling me how much he likes me and that with me it isnt all about sex and whatever, but I have a niggling feeling that thats all he wants. Either that or he's hating being single so bad, he'd just like to have *someone* to call his gf.
I dont know, Im just super unsure of him, Im trying to keep it distanced a little, because even though I like him, I just dont see it working out.
Anyway, rant over, time to go get my hair cut! no doubt il post a pic in my next blog (or maybe a million of the gig)
And Im super excited because next weekend its IN THE MOTHERFUCKING 0161 (manchester you plebs)
And I get to meet SG peoples! Its my first SG meet and I feel super privelidged especially given I havent had any of my sets accepted yet!
Which reminds me, new set on the 28th! woop! Put it in your diaries people, me fische and bigiddy made this one awesome!
Lots of loves
Talking of beasts, I has a new one!
Welcome to my world, Xenophilius! Hes gorgeous and tiny and very nippy at the moment, but il soon sort that out, hes almost the Same length as Severus, but hes about the same width as my little finger, while Severus is nearing the width of my wrist!
Hehe such a little fatty.
I have safely told "the boy" that I was still crazy for that friends with favours isnt happeneing anymore, because Il just never get over him that way. He made a rather compelling argument as to why he wants to carry on
but I was good and stood my ground with him, I doubt he'l ever want with me what I want back with him, so its better on all accounts if I stop confusing myself by letting him be so close to me.
That was a little while ago, and I was determined to stay single, just because I get really tired of going through the same things and getting burned every time, plus one of my good (but very insane) best friends keeps telling me to like myself first and all that yammer, and Im still kind of convinced youd have to be certifiable to date me hahaha
Then I got a text.
See, I need your guys advice on this one (skip if your bored already to the loves at the end, I dont mind)
This guy is a mate ive known for around three years but only actually hung out with a couple of times. When I first met him everyone told me he was a bit of a player, and that his mates had bets on which out of him and his gf would cheat on each other first. So whatever, he was funny and very flirty, nothing out of the ordinary, then we chatted on fb a few times, nothing serious, he told me I was hot, I told him he had a gf and to back off. we stayed friends. Now he broke up with his gf (cause she cheated on him) ages and ages ago, and ive been to visit him to say hi or whatever, cause hes a good laugh, and hes actually super sweet.
Now he wants to date me. But we are about two hours away by train, obviously Im working two jobs cause Im broke and I dont get a full day off almost ever, so its pretty much impossible to visit, hes pretty broke too, and wants to chat loads for now then visit when he can. I just dont see why? I mean he mentioned being my bf the other day, but how ca
n you when you barely know someone and dont see them? So ive said just see how things go chatting, but I have a feeling hes going to expect a booty call if he does visit, though Ive explained Im not willing to be. He keeps telling me how much he likes me and that with me it isnt all about sex and whatever, but I have a niggling feeling that thats all he wants. Either that or he's hating being single so bad, he'd just like to have *someone* to call his gf.
I dont know, Im just super unsure of him, Im trying to keep it distanced a little, because even though I like him, I just dont see it working out.
Anyway, rant over, time to go get my hair cut! no doubt il post a pic in my next blog (or maybe a million of the gig)
And Im super excited because next weekend its IN THE MOTHERFUCKING 0161 (manchester you plebs)
And I get to meet SG peoples! Its my first SG meet and I feel super privelidged especially given I havent had any of my sets accepted yet!
Which reminds me, new set on the 28th! woop! Put it in your diaries people, me fische and bigiddy made this one awesome!
Lots of loves
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Nice to see Severus getting fat, and the new reptile looks just beautiful. Enjoy the show! I haven't been to a live show in too long.
And thanks for your comments. I feel stupid, but I felt like I had a winner. And he lost it, quite possibly having had cheated on me too. It hurts, but we women are so much stronger than the men give us credit! Hang in there sweetie, there IS someone for everyone out there, I honestly believe it still.
Luv ya!
Btw, gorgeous snakes!