Wow it's been a while hasn't it SGland? Apologies.
Everything has been manic, but as I sit on a train to London for my cousins wedding I'm taking stock and returning to you all
I've missed some stunning girls in new member review sets, so you girls will be seeing my loves very shortly!!
Things have been...difficult of late, I've had to face up to facts about a couple of people using me, when I convinced myself they cared for so long, and its hard to admit it has all been a lie. But its necessary, and I know I can't deal with how these people have hurt me until I accept that they do so knowingly, and therefore are better out if my life. I also made decisions to cut ties with a friend who I are for dearly, but who only cares for me in return in the hope that il get with him, being close to him is hurtful to us both, and he misconstrues every time we hang out or chat as mixed signals, which makes things awkward even though I've been honest from the start. So not exactly a great week!!
However. My new set will be up on the 28th, shot by the fabulous bigiddy, and made an even more fun day by fische
And I've had a couple of the shots from the new set sneakily edited by LWST so when I'm back at my laptop il be sharing his talents with you all hehe
I've been super broke since my demotion, and running two jobs is what has kept me away from you all, but I'm learning if I don't sleep all weekend I can recuperate during the first half of the week and feel human again by around Wednesday haha
I'm thinking this pay day, depending on quite how poor I am, I may treat myself to a piercing I've wanted for a while, one of my nipples, but I'm a little scared, its a while since I've had a new piercing, and I don't think I know anyone in Manchester who will come hold my hand, or buy me ice cream for being brave, so maybe il just go alone, I'm not sure yet. But I'm still undecided as to whether to get just one or both done... Food for thought hehe
Well my loves, my station is getting closer to me and I need to go get dolled up in this horrid weather to see my gorgeous cousin get married
Much loves
Everything has been manic, but as I sit on a train to London for my cousins wedding I'm taking stock and returning to you all
I've missed some stunning girls in new member review sets, so you girls will be seeing my loves very shortly!!
Things have been...difficult of late, I've had to face up to facts about a couple of people using me, when I convinced myself they cared for so long, and its hard to admit it has all been a lie. But its necessary, and I know I can't deal with how these people have hurt me until I accept that they do so knowingly, and therefore are better out if my life. I also made decisions to cut ties with a friend who I are for dearly, but who only cares for me in return in the hope that il get with him, being close to him is hurtful to us both, and he misconstrues every time we hang out or chat as mixed signals, which makes things awkward even though I've been honest from the start. So not exactly a great week!!
However. My new set will be up on the 28th, shot by the fabulous bigiddy, and made an even more fun day by fische
And I've had a couple of the shots from the new set sneakily edited by LWST so when I'm back at my laptop il be sharing his talents with you all hehe
I've been super broke since my demotion, and running two jobs is what has kept me away from you all, but I'm learning if I don't sleep all weekend I can recuperate during the first half of the week and feel human again by around Wednesday haha
I'm thinking this pay day, depending on quite how poor I am, I may treat myself to a piercing I've wanted for a while, one of my nipples, but I'm a little scared, its a while since I've had a new piercing, and I don't think I know anyone in Manchester who will come hold my hand, or buy me ice cream for being brave, so maybe il just go alone, I'm not sure yet. But I'm still undecided as to whether to get just one or both done... Food for thought hehe
Well my loves, my station is getting closer to me and I need to go get dolled up in this horrid weather to see my gorgeous cousin get married
Much loves
Have fun at the wedding x