I'm at the end of my visiting trip and I'm feeling very nostalgic and full of "what if"s.
Mostly because I miss my close friends from here a great deal, and I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't been too intimidated by my first boyfriend (purely because I was of the firm belief that he is incredible looking,extremely cool,way out of my league and simply hilarious. He was too good to be true so I ran away). Or if the second didn't just pretend to care about me know. Or if I hadn't moved cities for the third. Or maybe if I had done a masters degree somehow after my bachelor of science.
Somehow I feel like somewhere along the line I screwed up,and if I can fix that one thing that other stuff will fall into place. I just can't figure which mistake I made that I can rectify.
Aah well, tomorrow is a new day, let's see what it brings us all.
Much loves
Xx
Mostly because I miss my close friends from here a great deal, and I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't been too intimidated by my first boyfriend (purely because I was of the firm belief that he is incredible looking,extremely cool,way out of my league and simply hilarious. He was too good to be true so I ran away). Or if the second didn't just pretend to care about me know. Or if I hadn't moved cities for the third. Or maybe if I had done a masters degree somehow after my bachelor of science.
Somehow I feel like somewhere along the line I screwed up,and if I can fix that one thing that other stuff will fall into place. I just can't figure which mistake I made that I can rectify.
Aah well, tomorrow is a new day, let's see what it brings us all.
Much loves
Xx
We will always have "what ifs" perhaps the better question to ask yourself is "What now?" Don't let your past hold you back, focus on the things you want in life, figure out the steps to get there and then bludgeon you way to them if need be. You are to beautiful and intelligent to second guess yourself. It is a rare combination use it to your advantage.