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Im so proud of him, the little fool hadnt eaten since january!

I went to visit my folks, I miss the sea the most

I spent all my childhood on this beach, with my cousin, we loved it, I miss him more each day so it was nice to go and get to spend time where we used to be, even if its kind of upsetting to other people

And the animals
(apparently SG doesnt like my mommas chickens but they are black and orange and super cute, trust me!!)
These are my mommas chicken hehe they are so cute!! and so soft!

But Im glad to be back at home, in Manchester, and further to my last blog, I'm not going anywhere just yet! Im not doing the modelling sites, but Il still be here, flickr and dA.
Im doing good in the gym, tho I'm having a lazy week this week, cause I've been super stressed out at work, sorting out what I have to do to train my staff before my store closes, and all the rubbish other stuff I have to do to actually close the store, plus what's happening to me about getting demoted.
I'm getting inked in two weeks, and seeing some people I've missed more than anything in the world, and then hopefully il be shooting a sexy new photo shoot right afterwards

And this weekend I'm in birmingham seeing my favourite person in the universe, my best friend from uni, I'm so proud of her, she's beautiful and strong and a real grown up, I'm so glad life is on the straight and narrow for her, she deserves it so much, and I'm so glad I get to spend a couple of days with her, her bf, her family and in her new house <3 So I had to go buy her cute garden candles from ikea (we are having a BBQ weather permitting on saturday hehe)

I'm officially off the dating radar as I'm sick of believing guys lies, I tried to to a friend a favour the other night because he was stranded in town and had been abandoned by his mates, three guesses as to his real motivations for calling me at 2am?? That's the last time I do him a favour, and then he goes mental when I tell him I'm sick of being used and ditched, like its supposed to be fun or something?!?!
Knowing I'm not about to let myself get hurt again is strangely making me happy, I feel much more free, and able to do things I want just because I want to, and its a while since I did that, so I'm looking forward to seeing how this honesty/selfishness thing works out, even as horrid as that sounds!!

Final update of the evening before I fall asleep and face-mash the keyboard, I want to ride a motorbike!
I've wanted to learn for years, but now I'm determined to actually do it (given I'm most likely getting rid of my car this month it seems an appropriate time to consider it) so If anyone knows anyone who might like to teach me in the Manchester UK area let me know! As by the end of the year I'm definitely going to have started to learn somehow!

Thats about it SG for tonight, thankyou to every single one of you for your patience, advice, loves and criticisms on my sets, and support so far on SG, your keeping a very happy girl this side of insanity...just