Well here I am sitting at 50% done my application to become a hopeful I've been receiving phonecalls from friends which have been less than encouraging, I have all these questions in my head and the few SGs I know haven't been around to answer them, so far my whole app sits at a stand still, it never feels good when you spend a whole day totally stoked you're following a dream and people come in and throw a bunch of obsticles in your way, I understand they want me to think more into this, that they're just concerned for my well being, but I'm 24 years old and I'd like to think I've seen enough and been through enough to make my own decisions. I guess what I'm trying to find out is if any of you lovely hopefuls I'm following can send me a message and help clear my brain of these nasty concerns, God I'd feel so much better..... <3
