sheesh, if I carry on posting like this I'm going to crash the SG servers!
So I get the feeling I'm going to be writing here more for myself than anything else, methinks.
Still feeling a little lonely from last month when my now-ex and all the shit hit the fan... but I've taken it surprisingly well. which isn't a good thing. I used to get hurt and feel horrible when this sort of thing happened. Now it just kind of passed by me. Maybe cuz of my new job taking up a lot of time, maybe cuz I started working out 4 times a week
(2 days aerobics, 2 days weights) so I don't have to think about it... or maybe, and that's the most difficult thing to admit to myself, I either didn't care for her or (more scary) I can't care for people like I used to. That's a very sad *blank* where my heart should have been
So I get the feeling I'm going to be writing here more for myself than anything else, methinks.
Still feeling a little lonely from last month when my now-ex and all the shit hit the fan... but I've taken it surprisingly well. which isn't a good thing. I used to get hurt and feel horrible when this sort of thing happened. Now it just kind of passed by me. Maybe cuz of my new job taking up a lot of time, maybe cuz I started working out 4 times a week
(2 days aerobics, 2 days weights) so I don't have to think about it... or maybe, and that's the most difficult thing to admit to myself, I either didn't care for her or (more scary) I can't care for people like I used to. That's a very sad *blank* where my heart should have been
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I think I tensed up all funny or something.
Hurts.
I'm righty, broken on lefty, but a LOT of stuff I did was ambidextrous.
Who knew that rolling on the ground would cause so much hurt!