funkabella

you cant give
and i want to receive
the compliments you bestow
i try not to believe
falling for someone wasnt the plan
when my heart got involved i should have ran
away from you and what i could feel
away from anything because i dont think your words are real
i want to believe that i matter a bit
when our days over, i want to rewind and relive it
being happy doing nothing
silence is ok
heres hoping to the thought of you thinking about me today
i wish i could be your first tier
i'm afraid of loosing you, huge is the fear
people pass through and they are full of greatness
but they dont make me woozy give me butterflies or that calming faintness ...
that you give when i glance your way
you said you didnt want me to go youwanted me to stay
i know whats going on, its jealousy that will break this bond.
i cant help it and neither can they
when i go i wish youd beg me to stay
it wont ever work, you cant give and id ont know if id want it
i just want you to want me like them or some bullshit
it seems redundent but it plagues my mind
its hard to stop caring when you act so kind
i knwo this is how you are with everyone
but for now i love being with you and having fun
you dont need to be anything except for yourself
i just want to be taken down and put on the better shelf
i know their all cute and cool and so chill
but i am too i know this so please my heart be still
sometimes i feel a weirdness that i cant explain
i get words from others
how i should restrain
but i only live once and i have no regrets
i'm just petrified of depending on you
you being gone
and me being heartbroken and upset
i hope they know what they have
id give you anything i could
just take it and be glad
i care to the bottom of my soul
be gentle with me
i'm like a newly born foul
read this and roll your eyes
but know nothing i say are lies
when theres noone else there
i'll still be
if you remember and try not to forget me