funkabella

so despite one part of my heart feeling shitty about things the other is feeling great lol conflict of interest or something like that ...... maybe a little bit of mnd games or something along those lines? hmmm could you be participating in a mind game involving angie? if so you suck if not i love you lol
but i had another amazing date and it was like wow. the compliments you have no idea how it feels, and to just look at someone in the eyes and know they have no alterior motive at all except for being with you at that moment and they are LOVING being with you.......it feels so good. and it feels really good when someone is with you, and someone calls them on their cell and they DONT answer it, they put you first. being first is what its about. its all about it
just because i had a great date doesnt make the other bullshit go away. its there and will be there. a nite of 2 people only needs to happen, no bullshit calls and no bullshit in general, id feel pretty god damn special if you planned a nite just for 2 of us.
pretty
damn
special